another update from the lost angel
yeah don't ask about the subject line, just a thought, thats all.
so yeah, updates are for telling what you've been up to lately, so lets get on to that shall we?
needless to say, getting up in the morning for class sucks my nuts, hard. i'm kinda not so sure about this whole "college" thing. it all feels like its way to much pressure right now. i kinda wish that my days could just be get up, work out for a bit, spend the day doing whatever, then work. unforunately, life is not that simple, though thats exactly how my summer will be. i've got a nice load of math that i'm going to go and do upon finishing this entry.
speaking of work, i'm back to a nice, lighter work schedual, less hours (which means less money), and i'm loving it. its nice to have some open days in the week every now and then.
i guess in a sense, lately, i've been trying to find "me", or at least a me i can be totally pleased with. don't get me wrong, theres lots of things in my life right now that i like, but at the same time, something in the back of my mind is silently screaming for some kind of drastic change. whether its to be some kind of physical change, or something in my life, i have no idea, so don't expect anything anytime soon, cause i honestly don't see anything happening yet.
"i'd stand between you and death, protect you from the horrors of life........all you have to do is ask"
so yeah, updates are for telling what you've been up to lately, so lets get on to that shall we?
needless to say, getting up in the morning for class sucks my nuts, hard. i'm kinda not so sure about this whole "college" thing. it all feels like its way to much pressure right now. i kinda wish that my days could just be get up, work out for a bit, spend the day doing whatever, then work. unforunately, life is not that simple, though thats exactly how my summer will be. i've got a nice load of math that i'm going to go and do upon finishing this entry.
speaking of work, i'm back to a nice, lighter work schedual, less hours (which means less money), and i'm loving it. its nice to have some open days in the week every now and then.
i guess in a sense, lately, i've been trying to find "me", or at least a me i can be totally pleased with. don't get me wrong, theres lots of things in my life right now that i like, but at the same time, something in the back of my mind is silently screaming for some kind of drastic change. whether its to be some kind of physical change, or something in my life, i have no idea, so don't expect anything anytime soon, cause i honestly don't see anything happening yet.
"i'd stand between you and death, protect you from the horrors of life........all you have to do is ask"