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yeah ok so i do know why the Chris & Marcie thing bugs me. im not a total retard yknow. when i became a machine i knew it meant never havin a girlfriend, least not in any regular human sense. i was cool with that cuz i figured i was never gonna have a girlfriend if i stayed human neither. but now i think i was wrong about that. i mean Chris ain't all that different from the way i was & now hes got a totally cute chick.
its no big. its just fucked up to picture some alternate universe where i stayed human & got a regular job somehow & got some nerdy girl to go out with me & i dunno bought a car or somethin. i'm better off the way things are. i dont wanna go out with a chick like Marcie, its just funny to think of havin that.
& i dont wanna talk about this shit with the counselor.
its no big. its just fucked up to picture some alternate universe where i stayed human & got a regular job somehow & got some nerdy girl to go out with me & i dunno bought a car or somethin. i'm better off the way things are. i dont wanna go out with a chick like Marcie, its just funny to think of havin that.
& i dont wanna talk about this shit with the counselor.