college?
I'm starting to come to a realization... through the missing of Keogh I've been feeling, I realized that in just over a month, I'm not gonna be able to see him again for a while.
or anyone else of you guys.
This makes me feel pre-emptively lonely. And my parents wonder why I'm always with people when I have free time (rar occasion on its own). I wish I didn't have to work, so I could spend my entire summer being around all you people, but WC is a bitch... I work all the time, and cuz of my hours, its hard to hang out with anyone on days I work. it sux.
Life has been fairly good to me as of late. New compy parts on their way, all my friends (so far as I know) are doing well, and work is going fine. However, there's this emptiness inside me, likely caused by the fact that I know, in the back of my mind, that I'm leaving this all behind in pursuit of a new life. And know this, anyone who never visits me will be smacked... hard... The whole new life thing is extremely exciting, though. so much so that even I am showing it. Well, you all know how much of a master of outward emotion I am. its amazing.
So I had a bawls today, and it reminded me of all the good times in the past that its been there for me through. The good ol' gang (Greg, Ryan, Kelby, Jared, Keogh, Alex) and of the good ol' lannerz (Nic, Greg, Josie, Ackert, Sutich, Bill, Tuby, Joseph, Rick, and Jenna). I miss those times. Days spent @ the HoL, nights spent in Josie's basement, weekends @ Tuby's, and parties and such at Greg's and Keogh's. Those times were the best. Now I realize most of those are never going to happen again, but I'm excited for the future. I plan to top those, and have times EVEN BETTER than the best of my days so far. This will be quite a feat, but totally worth it when I make it happen. This means I'll need the help of ALL OF YOU! Also, it means I better meet some damn kewl peoplez @ SMU who will be compatable with my boyz back home.
&hearts y'all bitchez...
or anyone else of you guys.
This makes me feel pre-emptively lonely. And my parents wonder why I'm always with people when I have free time (rar occasion on its own). I wish I didn't have to work, so I could spend my entire summer being around all you people, but WC is a bitch... I work all the time, and cuz of my hours, its hard to hang out with anyone on days I work. it sux.
Life has been fairly good to me as of late. New compy parts on their way, all my friends (so far as I know) are doing well, and work is going fine. However, there's this emptiness inside me, likely caused by the fact that I know, in the back of my mind, that I'm leaving this all behind in pursuit of a new life. And know this, anyone who never visits me will be smacked... hard... The whole new life thing is extremely exciting, though. so much so that even I am showing it. Well, you all know how much of a master of outward emotion I am. its amazing.
So I had a bawls today, and it reminded me of all the good times in the past that its been there for me through. The good ol' gang (Greg, Ryan, Kelby, Jared, Keogh, Alex) and of the good ol' lannerz (Nic, Greg, Josie, Ackert, Sutich, Bill, Tuby, Joseph, Rick, and Jenna). I miss those times. Days spent @ the HoL, nights spent in Josie's basement, weekends @ Tuby's, and parties and such at Greg's and Keogh's. Those times were the best. Now I realize most of those are never going to happen again, but I'm excited for the future. I plan to top those, and have times EVEN BETTER than the best of my days so far. This will be quite a feat, but totally worth it when I make it happen. This means I'll need the help of ALL OF YOU! Also, it means I better meet some damn kewl peoplez @ SMU who will be compatable with my boyz back home.
&hearts y'all bitchez...