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mayhaps i should post more often?
seems a tinsy bit pointless though, to sit here and type out some random thoughts that i'm having so that people who look at this page will know what i was thinking at some point in time.
but, well, i'm bored.
and i hate my job.
and want somewhere, at least, however silly, to vent a little.
i'm going to quit my job at the end of the month. because honestly, i'm feeling a little harassed (is that the term i want to use?). or maybe it's just that i'm invisible. and that's not exactly a good thing to be in such a work environ. because if you're invisible, then your actions are invisible, and your boss thinks you're slacking off, which is never good. although it's not like there's that much for me to be doing at work anyway, as i haven't been (and, it seems, won't be) trained to do anything beyond basics (even though they keep saying they will...). all of this lends to increased stress levels and declines in confidence and mental health. which leads me to the decision to quit, finally and completely.
but, it leaves me without a job, and money-less. ideas? help? ....... nothing? okay. moving on.
(mind you, i hate the internet sometimes. it just erased more than half this post, and i had to try to remember what i had written. as a result, it is less eloquent and beautiful than it was the first time i wrote it.)
randomly, i'd like to mention how wonderful it is to love and be loved. ^_^ <3 yes, i know. mushy/cheesy/romantic crap. whatever.
(i was hanging out with him last night, and ended up being terribly, gracelessly sick. and he was so nice about it. just gave me hugs and told me that i had better get better soon. i still feel bad about wasting our time feeling miserable. <3)
i enjoy small fonts.
also, i like elephants. :)
seems a tinsy bit pointless though, to sit here and type out some random thoughts that i'm having so that people who look at this page will know what i was thinking at some point in time.
but, well, i'm bored.
and i hate my job.
and want somewhere, at least, however silly, to vent a little.
i'm going to quit my job at the end of the month. because honestly, i'm feeling a little harassed (is that the term i want to use?). or maybe it's just that i'm invisible. and that's not exactly a good thing to be in such a work environ. because if you're invisible, then your actions are invisible, and your boss thinks you're slacking off, which is never good. although it's not like there's that much for me to be doing at work anyway, as i haven't been (and, it seems, won't be) trained to do anything beyond basics (even though they keep saying they will...). all of this lends to increased stress levels and declines in confidence and mental health. which leads me to the decision to quit, finally and completely.
but, it leaves me without a job, and money-less. ideas? help? ....... nothing? okay. moving on.
(mind you, i hate the internet sometimes. it just erased more than half this post, and i had to try to remember what i had written. as a result, it is less eloquent and beautiful than it was the first time i wrote it.)
randomly, i'd like to mention how wonderful it is to love and be loved. ^_^ <3 yes, i know. mushy/cheesy/romantic crap. whatever.
(i was hanging out with him last night, and ended up being terribly, gracelessly sick. and he was so nice about it. just gave me hugs and told me that i had better get better soon. i still feel bad about wasting our time feeling miserable. <3)
i enjoy small fonts.
also, i like elephants. :)