I was sitting here thinking...

[zerah]

I was sitting here thinking about my nephew and his wife and child over in africa. poor little serafina is sick again, i just heard. last time it was ecoli, this time it's malaria... i just want to fly over there and scoop them up and bring them home. but i can't. i don't understand. and then i hear the lyrics of a song on the radio.. "God is God and I am not."

Steven Curtis Chapman \ God Is God

And the pain falls like a curtain
On the things I once called certain
And I have to say the words I fear the most
I just don’t know

And the questions without answers
Come and paralyze the dancer
So I stand here on the stage afraid to move
Afraid to fall, oh, but fall I must
On this truth that my life has been formed from the dust

God is God and I am not
I can only see a part of the picture He’s painting
God is God and I am man
So I’ll never understand it all
For only God is God

And the sky begins to thunder
And I’m filled with awe and wonder
‘Til the only burning question that remains
Is who am I

Can I form a single mountain
Take the stars in hand and count them
Can I even take a breath without God giving it to me
He is first and last before all that has been
Beyond all that will pass

Oh, how great are the riches of His wisdom and knowledge
How unsearchable for to Him and through
Him and from Him are all things

So let us worship before the throne
Of the One who is worthy of worship alone