It only takes one smile, to hide a million tears
im scared.
doctors appointment today. another one.
still depressed.
im scared of summer.
so many things to do.
have so much to do.
im so numb.
all the worries and fears are so high, i cant feel anything.
why do i have so much?
what have i done to deserve this?
im crying just writing this. but the tears wont come!
nothing but the stinging in my eyes because they burn of dryness.
How will you know I am hurting,
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body,
Tells what words cannot explain - C. Blount
Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels - Unknown
I know what it's like to want to die.
How it hurts to smile.
How you try to fit in but you can't.
How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside - Girl, Interrupted
doctors appointment today. another one.
still depressed.
im scared of summer.
so many things to do.
have so much to do.
im so numb.
all the worries and fears are so high, i cant feel anything.
why do i have so much?
what have i done to deserve this?
im crying just writing this. but the tears wont come!
nothing but the stinging in my eyes because they burn of dryness.
How will you know I am hurting,
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body,
Tells what words cannot explain - C. Blount
Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels - Unknown
I know what it's like to want to die.
How it hurts to smile.
How you try to fit in but you can't.
How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside - Girl, Interrupted