Sep 16, 2004 22:18
Not really seeing how the world can suck any more right now. Which I shouldn't have said, I'm sorry universe I take it back just don't throw any more at me.
Candace. Nick. The slayers losing their powers, the vampires losing their souls, the earthquake, the almost rampage of Angelus, thank everything that Willow caught him and stuffed that damn soul back down his throat. Buffy's ran off somewhere, I feel like I'm in the horor film where everyone runs off to different areas and all get picked off one by one.
I wouldn't be making it through if it wasn't for Maddy. I have to attempt to be functional when she's around so I keep going when I want to just lay down and quit. Maybe my parents didn't really have the wrong idea on how to live in this town. I bet the whole world looks better through the whiskey goggles they wore my whole life. I don't drink, so I spent a few minutes punching the walls instead. Yeah that was a great idea, so much less hurt that way. I guess it sort of worked, my hands hurt so bad I didn't feel that burning ache in my chest anymore.
There's no one to patrol. I guess that's one more thing to keep me going. Help keep people safe.
Guess the Zeppo has a mission.
Um, well a second mission, I need to rebuild the police station too, Officer Harris has spoken.