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i just cant deal with this.. any of this. my pmdd is acting up and all day i have been angry, and anxious and having mood swings.
i was such a fucking dumbass and let leelah go without the cone for a little bit, forgot about it and she opened up her wound. its about 1/2 open now. wtf is wrong with me!
and i saw that there is a spot on the inside of lucy's arm that is completely bald. i think she has been licking it because of stress because of leelah being here now.
so tomorrow im gonna go to petsmart tomorrow and get that Feeliway stuff, no matter how expensive it is because she needs to relax.
i told fred about the lady from last night (long story short: snobby lady came in making a big deal about how nobody can get her hair color the way she wants it, i show her the color im gonna do, doesnt come out red enough, she throws a big scene, i give her a gift certificate to come back and have it redone for free, and she walked out without paying before i looked up from the computer) and he was giving me advice on what i should do next time [as far as picking colors out] and everything he was saying was complete bullshit cuz he hasnt done hair in years and the line of color we have is such crap! we might as well use the stuff from the fucking grocery store. so pretty much [like i already had told everyone before i talked to him about it] he told me to void the gift certificate. if she comes back in she needs to pay. linda and i [and a bunch of other people] tghink the woman was just trying to get a free color.
one of th eother things was that i realized i shouldnt have even colored her hair until after i started putting the color on because she has bad dry skin on her scalp and it couldve bled like it did with my mom. but it didnt so thank god i at least dodge that bullet!
i yelled at bonnie today at work. every time it is my turn to do a hair cut she goes "its your turn for a cut if you want it" of course i want it! i want the tip and i wouldnt be workng in a salon if i didnt want to cut hair. she just is greedy and wants every hair cut. she complains about money all the tim ebut will leave early because shes bored/doesnt feel good/has her boyfriend in town. wtf ever.
so i was next door at the deli getting a sandwich and talking to jamie (and colleen was there too) and bonnie comes over, sticks her head in the door and goes "its your turn if you want it." i said "ill be right there" and then before i knew it was like "And dont ask me that anymore!" she was halfway out the door when i said it so she turned back around and asked what i said and i repeated it again. she got this ocmpletely pissed off look on her face and walked out.
i wouldnt have been so bitchy about it but i had already asked her to not ask me that 2 times before.
everybody at the salon doesnt like her because of her attitude. shes always up at the front desk waiting to grab a hair cut, even if she had just finished someone and knows its not her turn. and today it was joelines turn and se was sweeping up the hair at her station and bonnie goes "joeline its ur turn? do u want to take a cut?" and joeline said "yeah ill be right there i just gotta clean up real quick" a couple minutes later joeline is 99.9% done and bonnie goes "do u want me to just take it?" and joeline was like "im coming! jeez"
k im gonna go to bed. im doing laundry all day tomorrow, maybe ill go to the store and get some yarn and start knitting again [i do that every winter, start knitting and then give it up after a bit]
i was such a fucking dumbass and let leelah go without the cone for a little bit, forgot about it and she opened up her wound. its about 1/2 open now. wtf is wrong with me!
and i saw that there is a spot on the inside of lucy's arm that is completely bald. i think she has been licking it because of stress because of leelah being here now.
so tomorrow im gonna go to petsmart tomorrow and get that Feeliway stuff, no matter how expensive it is because she needs to relax.
i told fred about the lady from last night (long story short: snobby lady came in making a big deal about how nobody can get her hair color the way she wants it, i show her the color im gonna do, doesnt come out red enough, she throws a big scene, i give her a gift certificate to come back and have it redone for free, and she walked out without paying before i looked up from the computer) and he was giving me advice on what i should do next time [as far as picking colors out] and everything he was saying was complete bullshit cuz he hasnt done hair in years and the line of color we have is such crap! we might as well use the stuff from the fucking grocery store. so pretty much [like i already had told everyone before i talked to him about it] he told me to void the gift certificate. if she comes back in she needs to pay. linda and i [and a bunch of other people] tghink the woman was just trying to get a free color.
one of th eother things was that i realized i shouldnt have even colored her hair until after i started putting the color on because she has bad dry skin on her scalp and it couldve bled like it did with my mom. but it didnt so thank god i at least dodge that bullet!
i yelled at bonnie today at work. every time it is my turn to do a hair cut she goes "its your turn for a cut if you want it" of course i want it! i want the tip and i wouldnt be workng in a salon if i didnt want to cut hair. she just is greedy and wants every hair cut. she complains about money all the tim ebut will leave early because shes bored/doesnt feel good/has her boyfriend in town. wtf ever.
so i was next door at the deli getting a sandwich and talking to jamie (and colleen was there too) and bonnie comes over, sticks her head in the door and goes "its your turn if you want it." i said "ill be right there" and then before i knew it was like "And dont ask me that anymore!" she was halfway out the door when i said it so she turned back around and asked what i said and i repeated it again. she got this ocmpletely pissed off look on her face and walked out.
i wouldnt have been so bitchy about it but i had already asked her to not ask me that 2 times before.
everybody at the salon doesnt like her because of her attitude. shes always up at the front desk waiting to grab a hair cut, even if she had just finished someone and knows its not her turn. and today it was joelines turn and se was sweeping up the hair at her station and bonnie goes "joeline its ur turn? do u want to take a cut?" and joeline said "yeah ill be right there i just gotta clean up real quick" a couple minutes later joeline is 99.9% done and bonnie goes "do u want me to just take it?" and joeline was like "im coming! jeez"
k im gonna go to bed. im doing laundry all day tomorrow, maybe ill go to the store and get some yarn and start knitting again [i do that every winter, start knitting and then give it up after a bit]