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[zeppelinwaycool]

"The New You"
You really sold me.
With your looks,
that smile,
your vibe.
I wished everything was as good as you.
The way I make you out,
is not what you really are.
Your presents is within me.
As I try to speak and even try to work,
i see you just standing there.
Standing with your thumb in your mouth sucking.
You think "why the fuck does she want me?"
Want you?
I like you and all but i don't want you.
For one your a girl,
the others i just don't give a flying fuck.
All i wanted is for you to get out of my head.
The mean,
rude things you say about me
turn fast into compliments.
They make what you say make me want you more.
I mean like you more.
Sometimes you get so upset that you stop,
and during that time i over analyze your words.
During that time i think.
Your words make hard tears fall
that numb and fill my face.
I can't say anything
to make you feel broken like me.
I can't think if even if we aren't friends.
I just simple want to forget all of our times.
All of it.
If i don't i'll take my fail.
I can't focus with the need of you.
Not the want.
I don't want you.
I want you,
but as a friend.
So I can talk to somebody
who I feel comtable talking to.
They will listen,
to my breath.
I want somebody real,
not me.
Nothing can't be real.

by:stephanie gumaer

I was thinking about sending this in,but i want to improve this but i don't know how.Any imput?