Ahem.
To quote someone great to me (and many others):
"Loving someone is giving them the ability to hurt you, yet trusting they won't".
An amazing quote which I couldn't have said better myself. Sometimes you just have to put a little trust in someone. It works out sometimes, and other times it doesn't.
Never know if you don't try, right?
(RANDOM LJ QUIZ THING) (I don't use this thing much or at all, so cut me some slack... it's fun).
Ten Things.
┣ List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
┣ Don't say who they are.
┣ Disable comments.
┗ Never discuss it again.
1. I don't love you. You piss me off. In fact, you drive me insane. I want to smack you in the head with a wiffle ball bat everytime you talk, but I don't have the heart to tell you to go die in a ditch. I know, I am so hateful yet don't have the heart to tell you. (Nothing more; except... don't worry Danielle. NOT YOU. Not even close. =))
2. Your annoying, and I really don't like you hanging all over me.
3. I actually, fancy your cousin alot. First sight kind of thing, although I've actually twice. Younger they are, probably much but none-the-less first impressions are to die for, and it was a good one.
4. You kept me on the edge for so long, so much I wanted to tell you, so much I threw out there to confuse you. I could never just be square, I could never just be honest because my heart was never really into it. Now though, my heart is elsewhere and right through the center is a huge hole where I wish you could be; only you could fill. But never, never will you. Never will I get the pleasure. I don't even think I really want it anymore, doesn't change a thing... not always about me?
5. Your tacky. Yet, I love you so.
6. Your breathe is horrible. Your intelligent, established, and so much more. But jesus christ, eat a mint.
7. I think your secretly a faggot with your best friend but don't have the balls to admit it. Fudge packers.
8. I think I like you. But then again, there are times when I think I am ruined for everyone. Why bother, I'll just hurt you. Your too beautiful to deserve the pain I'll bring. I promise you that much.
9. I fucked up, I fucked up big time. I do it alot, and I wish you weren't a part of it. I messed up too much. Really, it was the little things that kept me and you apart. Tiny glitches in the pool of habits that drove me to the shallow end; I've always been shallow. Who I am to judge, yet I do. In the end, it was a big thing that kept as apart however. No pun or sexual intention intended. Try and distance your mind from those thoughts.
10. Maybe me and you aren't so different, there is alot about me that you don't know. I hide alot behind this fake image of myself. All of you think of me as perfect, but I don't even come close by a long shot. Trust me. I'm worse off, and probably more dangerous than a leaky nuclear reactor. Best bets to keep away.
"Loving someone is giving them the ability to hurt you, yet trusting they won't".
An amazing quote which I couldn't have said better myself. Sometimes you just have to put a little trust in someone. It works out sometimes, and other times it doesn't.
Never know if you don't try, right?
(RANDOM LJ QUIZ THING) (I don't use this thing much or at all, so cut me some slack... it's fun).
Ten Things.
┣ List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
┣ Don't say who they are.
┣ Disable comments.
┗ Never discuss it again.
1. I don't love you. You piss me off. In fact, you drive me insane. I want to smack you in the head with a wiffle ball bat everytime you talk, but I don't have the heart to tell you to go die in a ditch. I know, I am so hateful yet don't have the heart to tell you. (Nothing more; except... don't worry Danielle. NOT YOU. Not even close. =))
2. Your annoying, and I really don't like you hanging all over me.
3. I actually, fancy your cousin alot. First sight kind of thing, although I've actually twice. Younger they are, probably much but none-the-less first impressions are to die for, and it was a good one.
4. You kept me on the edge for so long, so much I wanted to tell you, so much I threw out there to confuse you. I could never just be square, I could never just be honest because my heart was never really into it. Now though, my heart is elsewhere and right through the center is a huge hole where I wish you could be; only you could fill. But never, never will you. Never will I get the pleasure. I don't even think I really want it anymore, doesn't change a thing... not always about me?
5. Your tacky. Yet, I love you so.
6. Your breathe is horrible. Your intelligent, established, and so much more. But jesus christ, eat a mint.
7. I think your secretly a faggot with your best friend but don't have the balls to admit it. Fudge packers.
8. I think I like you. But then again, there are times when I think I am ruined for everyone. Why bother, I'll just hurt you. Your too beautiful to deserve the pain I'll bring. I promise you that much.
9. I fucked up, I fucked up big time. I do it alot, and I wish you weren't a part of it. I messed up too much. Really, it was the little things that kept me and you apart. Tiny glitches in the pool of habits that drove me to the shallow end; I've always been shallow. Who I am to judge, yet I do. In the end, it was a big thing that kept as apart however. No pun or sexual intention intended. Try and distance your mind from those thoughts.
10. Maybe me and you aren't so different, there is alot about me that you don't know. I hide alot behind this fake image of myself. All of you think of me as perfect, but I don't even come close by a long shot. Trust me. I'm worse off, and probably more dangerous than a leaky nuclear reactor. Best bets to keep away.