blah blah blah
Do you like to make me hurt?
Do you like to make me confused?
Why does all this hurt so much
I dont have that much to lose
When the lights go low , and the acousitc dies
Why cant I accept what happens and not have tears in my eyes ?
Maybe Im too weak , though Im physically strong
But the nights just feel so hazy , and the nights unbearingly long
The burden you have placed on me feels painfully numb
heavy with your judgement , you know how to make me feel dumb
You have seen my heart flipped inside out
you know all my dreams, fears and doubts
you made me feel vunerable , you were just filled with lust
And Im not sure how I ll get over you , I just know I must
I wrote that last night about nate , as much as I like/ love him this is just how I feel , I dont know , Im so strange . I have to go and write about everything that happens to me what the hell is wrong with me ? gosh I dojnt know but I do feel better now I guess thats my own personal therapy . The vegetarian thing is still going good despite some odd looks and remarks from my family I also did 90 crunches , and 100 push ups ( my arms are gonna fall off tomorrow LOL) This whole get into shape thing was eaiser than I thought , Go me . I am proud of my self , how rightous! well thats all for today
xoxo
love ya
God Bless
Do you like to make me confused?
Why does all this hurt so much
I dont have that much to lose
When the lights go low , and the acousitc dies
Why cant I accept what happens and not have tears in my eyes ?
Maybe Im too weak , though Im physically strong
But the nights just feel so hazy , and the nights unbearingly long
The burden you have placed on me feels painfully numb
heavy with your judgement , you know how to make me feel dumb
You have seen my heart flipped inside out
you know all my dreams, fears and doubts
you made me feel vunerable , you were just filled with lust
And Im not sure how I ll get over you , I just know I must
I wrote that last night about nate , as much as I like/ love him this is just how I feel , I dont know , Im so strange . I have to go and write about everything that happens to me what the hell is wrong with me ? gosh I dojnt know but I do feel better now I guess thats my own personal therapy . The vegetarian thing is still going good despite some odd looks and remarks from my family I also did 90 crunches , and 100 push ups ( my arms are gonna fall off tomorrow LOL) This whole get into shape thing was eaiser than I thought , Go me . I am proud of my self , how rightous! well thats all for today
xoxo
love ya
God Bless