Nervous, but waiting for the day I can say "Told ya so"
Anyway, Michailo talked to me in my first hour today.
Wants me to play a guitar part in the spring musical... High School Musical.
I know right?
I mean, I wouldn't mind playing I like doing those things.
But, theres also the reasons I originally quit band, and I have yet to hear so much as an apology or hell, even a "I hate you" from anybody.
So I don't like the awkwardness.
That, makes me unsure of a few things.
I also work two jobs... I'm moving out in 3, 4 months top.
I'll be going to school, need money for that, I need money for a car, my dog and apartment expenses.
That stuff means a lot more to me than playing guitar in a musical which would take away two weeks of pay for me.
May not sound like much but it's enough for a years worth of stuff for my dog, I could put it towards my phone, or my car that still needs to get some stuff fixed on it.
If some things got explained, maybe I would take more of an interest in actually doing it.
Don't get me wrong I love playing music and my guitar, but money is really tight, and I have some other things going on right now.
Plus I don't like doing something with people that I would assume think I'm a "whore" or just flat out don't like me. If I can avoid it I do.
Wants me to play a guitar part in the spring musical... High School Musical.
I know right?
I mean, I wouldn't mind playing I like doing those things.
But, theres also the reasons I originally quit band, and I have yet to hear so much as an apology or hell, even a "I hate you" from anybody.
So I don't like the awkwardness.
That, makes me unsure of a few things.
I also work two jobs... I'm moving out in 3, 4 months top.
I'll be going to school, need money for that, I need money for a car, my dog and apartment expenses.
That stuff means a lot more to me than playing guitar in a musical which would take away two weeks of pay for me.
May not sound like much but it's enough for a years worth of stuff for my dog, I could put it towards my phone, or my car that still needs to get some stuff fixed on it.
If some things got explained, maybe I would take more of an interest in actually doing it.
Don't get me wrong I love playing music and my guitar, but money is really tight, and I have some other things going on right now.
Plus I don't like doing something with people that I would assume think I'm a "whore" or just flat out don't like me. If I can avoid it I do.