Pfftt, once again! Nothing special, but I'm seriously concerned about my sissy, who is becoming paler and is very sad (I hope she won't sink onto depression!) And not only that, but she doesn't feel like eating and when we ask her why, she simply says: "I'm just fed up!" I wish that's only the case and there isn't something else undermining...I don't wanna worry where there isn't any problem, but...what happens if there is?
That whole situation made me reconsider some aims I had!
Old dreams have been resurfacing and they make me eager to make them come true! And what's this: I wanna do my post-graduate studies abroad! As I've always wanted to become a Litterature professor, I pray that I will finally have the chance to fly my wings there! No, I don't see things idealistically, but that inherent situation in my family (I've always had unresolved issues with my parents, especially my mum, whom I've always considered a restraining force) and feeling that here in Greece I don't think I'll have the chance to shine and excel, as, unfortunately, those who are very well-educated don't get what they deserve in their fields, whereas the most incapable for those fields almost ...rule us! So, you understand my resentment! Think that in Greece, though the government says we have 10% unemployment percentage, the EU reports that this percentage is 25%!!!! That means almost 3,000,000 Greeks are unemployed, and most of them have spent many years studying and getting any skill they could! If that does not make you angry, then what?
And now I'm off to a much lighter note, as I got too serious than my temper can tolerate! However, it's good to discuss those issues at times...anyway!
Well, I went to the makemebabies.com site...I paired myself with Robert and Bruce and look what turned out...
What do you think about my little new baby Alex? MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?
What do you think about my little new baby Chris? MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like? Ah, both of them are way too adorable!!
I was thinking of more ...eccentric names for the babies, but I chose 'either' of the gender, so...
As I gave you a clue about my situation towards my family, my whole need to progress and my dreams, you can now understand how I got inspired to write a poem about Bruce! I just uploaded it in my
thelemonbook journal...For those who have not friended that journal yet, read it
HERE!!!!! (however, you have to friend the journal to comment)
Yeah, Bruce ...did manage to become my new muse, HAAHAHAHA!!! :D
That's all for now, girls! :D Now that I wrote all these feelings, I start feeling myself again a bit...*sighs*