"...In the light, you will find the road..."
Go to my journal and look up!! I put a header for the first time. It took me a while to understand (I'm retarded, LOL!) but I finally got it to work. I also have a header made for me by undermywheels as a Christmas gift, but as its colors are darker, I'm gonna use it on fall or winter, anyway. This one is so ...summer-ish! (Ah, Robert...) There's Jimmy on it, but that doesn't annoy me AT ALL!!!
Oh, my God! I have to wake up around 6.45 am tomorrow, as I sit the exam at 9, but Uni is at least 1 hour away from home. Thank God, Linguistics ain't as difficult as Ancient Greek or Latin for example, but still I'm an anal perfectionist! OMFG!! *shivers*
Faye has started getting on my nerves. I know I'm quite compassionate and I truly love my friends, but I can't stand saying the same thing a kajillion times! It's about her ex boyfriend. She'd better think how to pass the exams rather than crying over him (as he was surely not worth it). She told me: "I'm gonna phone him, just to see if all is OK in his travelling. I hope that he will regret and come back to me after returning from his 2-month trip, I'll be waiting." FAYE, IT'S SUMMER, DEAR!!! Supposing his returning back and breaking up with you, HAVEN'T YOU EVER THOUGHT BY THE END OF THE SUMMER HOW MANY WOMEN WILL HAVE PASSED BY HIS BED? Writing what I really wanted to tell her really released my nerves. I know I'm quite cynical and brutally honest and Faye dislikes it, so I can't express what I truly think. In my humble opinion, some truths do not need to be "embellished" to be said, am I right?
Though I've been through those "why the hell I don't have a boyfriend" crises, I finally realised that the exam period has calmed me a bit from this. Haha, from the time being, Robert is my boyfriend, ZOMFG!!
This Robert inspiration did help with my nerves a bit...
I was doing the last revisions for Linguistics. I was (and still am) quite nervous. Though I know the stuff as well as my name, I always have the fear of something going wrong.
I was messing my desk trying to check all the copies and the books, checking if I have omitted something or what. I did it around 35 times, until I finally got "drowned" in all that mess of papers.
Suddenly, I heard a very known voice, sounding as if it was from afar. However, it was from the door of my room, but I was too dazed to realize it.
"Gina?"
"Yeah, Robert?" I was sounding really bored.
"Gina, stop ...hiding under all these papers and lift your head!"
I laughed. "I wasn't hiding, Robert. I was checking my stuff to see if I've covered it all. You know, I'm really confused by all this mess!"
"I see." He replied, noticing the messy desk.
"I've started feeling anxious about almost everything. If I am, as Faye says, "very assertive, sociable, beautiful and successful", why I still don't have someone by my side?"
"It's because you do opt for the best and do not make compromises. And that's the right thing, dear! OK, there are many fish on the sea, but few of them are the good ones."
"Now that you mentioned 'sea', I really wanna dive into water right now." He laughed.
"Your wish will come true after the exams, dear, you know that." He said smiling. "And, what did you say? You 'still don't have someone by your side'? And what about the person in front of you?"
"I don't know, Robert..."
"What do you mean, 'you don't know'?" I was off to go, whereas my sister greeted him! My sister went out.
I was off to go to the kitchen, but this was not to be.
"Gina, go inside!" He locked the door of my room. "You have nowhere to go, my little lady!"
"Robert, are you crazy?" I had got very upset. I was trying to unlock it, but Robert had hidden the key!
He grabbed me tightly from both wrists and told me: "Gina, tell me the fuck what's going on?"
"Oh, Robert, please let my hands and I'll tell you!"
"OK, but supposing you won't attempt to go!" He smirked and let them.
"Guh, I didn't know that you were so mad with me. I know you've treated alll too well, you were by my side all the time, but, God, I was so blind..."
"Oh..." and he was off to unlock the door.
"Keep it locked, Robert, turn off the light!"
"Ah, why?"
I smirked, until I suddenly said: "Robert, lay me down NOW!!! You're the one who "leads me to reason", who's done everything for me...and the ONE I truly love, but wouldn't expect you'd reciprocate this!"
I was so lost on him, I hardly noticed it was already midnight...
And a Robert pic I found, which is one of the HOTTEST ever, ZOMFG!!
Robert, why do you do this to us? (not for the heart-attack prone!)
Guh, that's all for now, folks!! Fuck,I'm still too anxious! *shivers*
Oh, my God! I have to wake up around 6.45 am tomorrow, as I sit the exam at 9, but Uni is at least 1 hour away from home. Thank God, Linguistics ain't as difficult as Ancient Greek or Latin for example, but still I'm an anal perfectionist! OMFG!! *shivers*
Faye has started getting on my nerves. I know I'm quite compassionate and I truly love my friends, but I can't stand saying the same thing a kajillion times! It's about her ex boyfriend. She'd better think how to pass the exams rather than crying over him (as he was surely not worth it). She told me: "I'm gonna phone him, just to see if all is OK in his travelling. I hope that he will regret and come back to me after returning from his 2-month trip, I'll be waiting." FAYE, IT'S SUMMER, DEAR!!! Supposing his returning back and breaking up with you, HAVEN'T YOU EVER THOUGHT BY THE END OF THE SUMMER HOW MANY WOMEN WILL HAVE PASSED BY HIS BED? Writing what I really wanted to tell her really released my nerves. I know I'm quite cynical and brutally honest and Faye dislikes it, so I can't express what I truly think. In my humble opinion, some truths do not need to be "embellished" to be said, am I right?
Though I've been through those "why the hell I don't have a boyfriend" crises, I finally realised that the exam period has calmed me a bit from this. Haha, from the time being, Robert is my boyfriend, ZOMFG!!
This Robert inspiration did help with my nerves a bit...
I was doing the last revisions for Linguistics. I was (and still am) quite nervous. Though I know the stuff as well as my name, I always have the fear of something going wrong.
I was messing my desk trying to check all the copies and the books, checking if I have omitted something or what. I did it around 35 times, until I finally got "drowned" in all that mess of papers.
Suddenly, I heard a very known voice, sounding as if it was from afar. However, it was from the door of my room, but I was too dazed to realize it.
"Gina?"
"Yeah, Robert?" I was sounding really bored.
"Gina, stop ...hiding under all these papers and lift your head!"
I laughed. "I wasn't hiding, Robert. I was checking my stuff to see if I've covered it all. You know, I'm really confused by all this mess!"
"I see." He replied, noticing the messy desk.
"I've started feeling anxious about almost everything. If I am, as Faye says, "very assertive, sociable, beautiful and successful", why I still don't have someone by my side?"
"It's because you do opt for the best and do not make compromises. And that's the right thing, dear! OK, there are many fish on the sea, but few of them are the good ones."
"Now that you mentioned 'sea', I really wanna dive into water right now." He laughed.
"Your wish will come true after the exams, dear, you know that." He said smiling. "And, what did you say? You 'still don't have someone by your side'? And what about the person in front of you?"
"I don't know, Robert..."
"What do you mean, 'you don't know'?" I was off to go, whereas my sister greeted him! My sister went out.
I was off to go to the kitchen, but this was not to be.
"Gina, go inside!" He locked the door of my room. "You have nowhere to go, my little lady!"
"Robert, are you crazy?" I had got very upset. I was trying to unlock it, but Robert had hidden the key!
He grabbed me tightly from both wrists and told me: "Gina, tell me the fuck what's going on?"
"Oh, Robert, please let my hands and I'll tell you!"
"OK, but supposing you won't attempt to go!" He smirked and let them.
"Guh, I didn't know that you were so mad with me. I know you've treated alll too well, you were by my side all the time, but, God, I was so blind..."
"Oh..." and he was off to unlock the door.
"Keep it locked, Robert, turn off the light!"
"Ah, why?"
I smirked, until I suddenly said: "Robert, lay me down NOW!!! You're the one who "leads me to reason", who's done everything for me...and the ONE I truly love, but wouldn't expect you'd reciprocate this!"
I was so lost on him, I hardly noticed it was already midnight...
And a Robert pic I found, which is one of the HOTTEST ever, ZOMFG!!
Robert, why do you do this to us? (not for the heart-attack prone!)
Guh, that's all for now, folks!! Fuck,I'm still too anxious! *shivers*