Mar 23, 2008 20:55
...though, in Greece, Easter is around a month later this year (April 27)! Tomorrow, I won't have Uni, as it's the day before the national celebration of the Greek War of Independence! And yay, parades and all this kinda stuff will be held, haha! I've been feeling a bit stuffed today...Maybe it's because of the bad weather and humidity! Furthermore, my head is a bit crap!! But, I was amazed to realize this: I HAVEN'T PULLED A CIG ON MY MOUTH FOR 2 WEEKS!! "My, my, my, I'm so happy, I'm gonna join the band/We're gonna dance and sing in celebration, we're in the promised land..." I wish that the circumstances won't make me ingest this on my body again!! Even Chrysanthus, last week, was amazed to not seeing me smoking! "How come you haven't smoked? Believe me, maybe the cig makes you look like an arrogant actress, but without it, you're such a sweet girl!"
On Tuesday, I'm gonna go out with Evita (ugh!) I seriously ain't in the mood to even look at her face anymore, but as my sister and her friends will be around, I won't have to confront her much, haha!!
It seems that I have undergone many changes lately...I can't settle for less than the perfect anymore, especially when it comes to relationships or friendships. Furthermore, I've been more partnership-seeking...In the previous years, I was more individualistic, whereas now I feel that without my friends or a partner (it depends) I'm just a half! I've also become more 'fiery' as the lovely boy, more showy, enthusiastic and sociably, contrary to my more reserved behaviour in the past... God, I don't know what's happened to me since I entered Uni (and those feelings become stronger as time goes by...), but I wish these changes will be long-lasting and to the best intentions of mine! God Bless!
annoying "friends",
deep thoughts,
fucked up nerves,
everyday life,
smoking,
happy easter,
aaarrrggghhh