can you taste it on your lips as you turn your head and walk away?
Life has been taking an interesting turn for me.
I feel like I've been in fast forward ever since I had my license.
I'm moving at like a million mph and not about to stop.
I never thought I'd miss just having a day to sit at home and do nothing.
But I do love the new busy lifestyle.
Bladen and I had a long heart to heart last night.
It meant a lot to me.
The closer we get, the more I realize that he is my other half.
We are each other's best friends, person to vent to, lover, and person to laugh with.
I do that with my friends of course but..
just the bond that him and I have created and that is still growing is amazing to me.
I've never had that with anyone before...
I've been having some differences with my family.
Maybe thats why I need to have such closeness with my friends.
They are basically my family.
The blood family that I have... we just aren't close.
We don't talk. Unless its behind another members back.
On the outside it's picture perfect but inside it's really not at all.
And I don't say that to fit the cliche that we've all heard of.
It's just the honest truth.
But I am growing to be okay with it because..
it is like that for a reason.
I am worried about money right now.
I have been spending money like crazy.
But, I am learning to close at henry foods which is great.
scary! but great.
I haven't even worked there 2 months.
My sister Mallory worked there for 2 YEARS before she learned.
I felt so proud when I was asked.
I felt a sense of accomplishment. Because I am a very hard worker and for once, I feel like it was recognized.
And I am glad I am trusted enough.