my birthday
well it's my birthday.
i'm so exhausted. i've had too parties and i've only had 7 hours of sleep in like two days. i had a bowling party it was pretty cool at the beginning until somebody stole my personal bowling ball, stil dont know where that is, and then everyone kinda ignored me. the only people who payed alot of attention to me was alysa and kinda richard. everyone else was hanging out with my sister and her friends. nobody really noticed i was down but oh well, afterwards i went to alysa's and spent the night, which helped make up for it. i got to talk to gustavo, but i was tired and practically fell asleep on the phone. i miss him like crazy, i think my feelings for him grow everyday. he got me this really pretty gold and white gold necklace that says "i (a heart) U. i absolutely love it, i wore it all day today. alysa got me pooop, a lollypop, a bestfriends key chain, and a spanking paddle. alexis got me a cool shirt, but i don't get it, and everyone else gave me money. my mom didn't even fucking show up at my party, and now shes here today but paying no mind to me and didn't even get me a damn present. she just got back from new york and is leaving for peru again for two months in sept. what ever, i fucking hate my mom, oh and i had a party with only family saturday after noon, it was pretty cool except for when my dad started being a dick and said if i got cake on amber (cause i do it every year) that i would be grounded for a mother fuckin month. he's such a jackass.
i went swimming today after i left alysa's at 10 in the morning, and saw my brother, at my dad's friends' private bar and pool, and he had his own beach. this dude was there singing on the guitar singing some really kick as 70s music, he sang happy birthday to me. it was kinda embarassing cause everyone was staring but oh well it was nice. i went swimming in the ocean and got some sea shells to add to my collection.
over all my birthday was alright, nothing special like most girls 16th birthday is, but i came out pretty good. i still really miss gustavo and cant wait to see him again. i want to be there for his birthday, and hopefully alexis' but i doubt it. i start school tomorrow, i gotta long busy day i still havent even got school supplies. well that's it, i think i'm gonna go to bed soon.
i'm so exhausted. i've had too parties and i've only had 7 hours of sleep in like two days. i had a bowling party it was pretty cool at the beginning until somebody stole my personal bowling ball, stil dont know where that is, and then everyone kinda ignored me. the only people who payed alot of attention to me was alysa and kinda richard. everyone else was hanging out with my sister and her friends. nobody really noticed i was down but oh well, afterwards i went to alysa's and spent the night, which helped make up for it. i got to talk to gustavo, but i was tired and practically fell asleep on the phone. i miss him like crazy, i think my feelings for him grow everyday. he got me this really pretty gold and white gold necklace that says "i (a heart) U. i absolutely love it, i wore it all day today. alysa got me pooop, a lollypop, a bestfriends key chain, and a spanking paddle. alexis got me a cool shirt, but i don't get it, and everyone else gave me money. my mom didn't even fucking show up at my party, and now shes here today but paying no mind to me and didn't even get me a damn present. she just got back from new york and is leaving for peru again for two months in sept. what ever, i fucking hate my mom, oh and i had a party with only family saturday after noon, it was pretty cool except for when my dad started being a dick and said if i got cake on amber (cause i do it every year) that i would be grounded for a mother fuckin month. he's such a jackass.
i went swimming today after i left alysa's at 10 in the morning, and saw my brother, at my dad's friends' private bar and pool, and he had his own beach. this dude was there singing on the guitar singing some really kick as 70s music, he sang happy birthday to me. it was kinda embarassing cause everyone was staring but oh well it was nice. i went swimming in the ocean and got some sea shells to add to my collection.
over all my birthday was alright, nothing special like most girls 16th birthday is, but i came out pretty good. i still really miss gustavo and cant wait to see him again. i want to be there for his birthday, and hopefully alexis' but i doubt it. i start school tomorrow, i gotta long busy day i still havent even got school supplies. well that's it, i think i'm gonna go to bed soon.