feelin' kinda down
well school's started and i'm really missing everybody. i dont know whether i regret my decision to go to the CA but im really missing springs. i feel like everybodys gonna forget me or not talk to me. i'm afraid alysa's going to go off and find a new bestfriend or some hott babe is gonna snag gustavo. i also wanted to be there for when my sister started high school, so i could boast about being a junior and mess with her of course, and to hang out with alexis and gustavo. but hey i made a decision i'm sure i wont feel so down about it when i start school.
i really have no idea about what im gonna do for my birthday. i'm hoping to get money because theres alot of things on my list of wants. im kinda not liking the fact that gustavo won't be there on my birthday, the first one i'd have while we were dating. i think my dad's gonna let me and a couple friends (probably alexis & alysa) go to boomers for all day or some jazz. oh and it really sucks balls that i have to share my birthday with my damn little sister cause our bdays 2 days apart!!!! mtherfker
also gustavo's a senior and i'm hoping he'll do really good this year to sort of try to make up some of his grades from before. i really love him and ill be with him no matter what life he makes for himself. amber and her 20 yr old boyfriend are really pissing me off. i'm starting to hate him even though i thought he was pretty cool. i think it's important for amber not to grow up too fast, and she will if she's dating a 20 year old while she's only 14.
well i've wrote an essay and nobodys even gonna read this lol. hope everyones liking their classes this year.
i really have no idea about what im gonna do for my birthday. i'm hoping to get money because theres alot of things on my list of wants. im kinda not liking the fact that gustavo won't be there on my birthday, the first one i'd have while we were dating. i think my dad's gonna let me and a couple friends (probably alexis & alysa) go to boomers for all day or some jazz. oh and it really sucks balls that i have to share my birthday with my damn little sister cause our bdays 2 days apart!!!! mtherfker
also gustavo's a senior and i'm hoping he'll do really good this year to sort of try to make up some of his grades from before. i really love him and ill be with him no matter what life he makes for himself. amber and her 20 yr old boyfriend are really pissing me off. i'm starting to hate him even though i thought he was pretty cool. i think it's important for amber not to grow up too fast, and she will if she's dating a 20 year old while she's only 14.
well i've wrote an essay and nobodys even gonna read this lol. hope everyones liking their classes this year.