May 20, 2005 22:13
gahh.... screw that last update. I don't think he really likes me. Besides, I don't think he is Zeppo. I am almost completely sure he is not. Anyways.. I sat on my roof today with my sleeping bag and my pillow.. drawing in my big sketchbook. I really felt like today was a great day to do that. Sometimes I just get the urge to... *sigh*. How is everyone? If anyone ever needs anything, just ask me and I will try my best to help, even though my life if one big problem in itself. I hope you guys have a good rest of the school year. I know I can wait to get out. It's like I am trapped when I am there, like I want to just get out or die or just someway, somehow make it stop. My life isn't going to change the world. No one but a few can see the confusion that I face and there is nothing I can do about it. I am just going to have to keep thinking, hoping, crying, and praying until it all works out. Until then... farewell.
I love you, Zeppo. Where are you. I cant stand to see you cry anymore.