Update on Life

[zephytus]

Hello everyone its me! Alex! Anyway, I just got done finishing with my studies for these book tests and what not, It seems that school has taken its toll on me, I find myself becoming tired and lazier as the days go by, sleeping late, doing homework late, basically just being a sleepy person. A lot has happened this past week, Monday I discovered that one of my favorite teachers from choir, who was like the coolest, nicest guy in the world, confessed to mollesting like 5 kids and heres the news article. "http://www.palmbeachpost.com/pbccentral/content/local_news/epaper/2006/03/06/c1a_molest_0306.html" So yeah, big dissapointment there, and Tuesday as we could've thought the day could've been any more interesting someone decided to call the school and say that there was a bomb on campus, so basically the whole school stood around in the parking lot wondering what was going on and it was very interesting. And... Nicks gone to Japan for a week, I hope he's enjoying himself, and my dad decided to buy me another truck, as if one wasn't enough, my dad's weird like that. And lastly, how I've been feeling is not the best of feelings, it just seems I have this constant repetition of being alone and no ones really there for me, I know I have parents for that stuff but come on, I was never the one to open up my feelings to anyone, let alone my own parents, and also I've found that in all reality I have nothing to live for, it seems that life seems really pointless at this point and time, maybe its just phase but who knows. of course, I'm not the one who would commit suicide or mutilate myself over such irrational thinking, for the utter idea of considering that is ridiculous. I don't really know whats happening, but I hope in the end it will all get better or maybe I can get a girlfriend or something, but that requires my own actions, and not theirs.

PS. I got these things I ordered in the mail for no reason, I ordered this dinosaur extinct plant, this carniverous plant set, and like these sea monkey things, so I'm attempting to enjoy those.

Regardless I hope your all better off then me ^_^