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conflicts of the season.
Mammaries meet maxillaries. you're in my face telling me not to get in your car. I don't want in your car, it's a pit of despair, empty of need and home. This is not my fight I don't want it. No quiero volver contigo, but your mammaries, while you're addressing me are suffocating me. Can't breathe you stupid bitch, I don't want to fight you. i won't fight you but you'll fight me. this is brittany's fight but I can't and wont stop you from doin what you will. ruck over you're trying to be big and tough but really you're sacred, i can see it in your eyes and feel it in your fistfallsjosh tells me i'm stupid i shouldn't have gone out there, I was getting the liscence plate, an unmarked powder blue dodge caravan filled with MO nique and posse,posse of amazon women, ninemonths pregnant witht he devils spawn, who's the daddy, i don't know, i don't even know who you are. i would have ignored it but you were in a busy place,on the corner, the police want to know what i did and i tell them i don't fucking know lay off i don't even fucking know them but i was making chicken wings and infinite wisdom took over of course.
kids on the bus today say i look at them wrong. reading war trash not paying attention to squalling babies and obnoxious easters and the crazies who bite ears off and squeal, tormented by godknowswhat but who can fix that shit. I look at you wrong while you cuss up a storm and you tell me i'm a honky bitch and shouldn't look at you. reading war trash and commisar pei is captured oh no what do we do but i'm a honky bitch and so uppity what the fuck you talking about bitch!? I'm not talking to you but i am looking at you now, you're loud and angry at the world. Today i am the world you are angry at, i'm not the reason your life sucks, you don't have to take your life out on me but you're in front of your friends, lets torment the honky bitch she thinks she's better than me, she wont even tell me why she's looking at me. I'm not talking to you and theres no reason for you to talkto me. you're not my reason for silence, don't glorify yourself.
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watching Martin luther king speech watching greatness come alive, thinking fondly of justice and righteousness and peace and harmony and cigarettes and chocolate and coffe.
Hugs and laying next to you like we shouldbe there and not thinking of repercussions and remonstrations and dirty looks and advice i don't want to take today, maybe i'll take it tomorrow, or maybe never.
i want to lay here, warm and sated next to what i want feeling what i can.
I'm not caring what you think today
not caring that i'm not who i used to be and neither are you.
I will be who i am and how i am. Be with me if you like, but don't abscond from me. No secretstealingawayfromme. tell me what I want to know but not just what i want to hear.
my tatto will read i am my own. I am owned by me I will be and i always have been. but i will lend me out to you, if i think you can handle it. I gave my me to you but you dropped it. you dropped it.. you can't hold it anymore, you broke it and it hurt but maybe i can give it to you later. I can keep it for now, and maybe give it to someone else, whowont break it but i want to keep it because it's mine and i failed kindergarten sharing so there and fine. i failed listening.
Mammaries meet maxillaries. you're in my face telling me not to get in your car. I don't want in your car, it's a pit of despair, empty of need and home. This is not my fight I don't want it. No quiero volver contigo, but your mammaries, while you're addressing me are suffocating me. Can't breathe you stupid bitch, I don't want to fight you. i won't fight you but you'll fight me. this is brittany's fight but I can't and wont stop you from doin what you will. ruck over you're trying to be big and tough but really you're sacred, i can see it in your eyes and feel it in your fistfallsjosh tells me i'm stupid i shouldn't have gone out there, I was getting the liscence plate, an unmarked powder blue dodge caravan filled with MO nique and posse,posse of amazon women, ninemonths pregnant witht he devils spawn, who's the daddy, i don't know, i don't even know who you are. i would have ignored it but you were in a busy place,on the corner, the police want to know what i did and i tell them i don't fucking know lay off i don't even fucking know them but i was making chicken wings and infinite wisdom took over of course.
kids on the bus today say i look at them wrong. reading war trash not paying attention to squalling babies and obnoxious easters and the crazies who bite ears off and squeal, tormented by godknowswhat but who can fix that shit. I look at you wrong while you cuss up a storm and you tell me i'm a honky bitch and shouldn't look at you. reading war trash and commisar pei is captured oh no what do we do but i'm a honky bitch and so uppity what the fuck you talking about bitch!? I'm not talking to you but i am looking at you now, you're loud and angry at the world. Today i am the world you are angry at, i'm not the reason your life sucks, you don't have to take your life out on me but you're in front of your friends, lets torment the honky bitch she thinks she's better than me, she wont even tell me why she's looking at me. I'm not talking to you and theres no reason for you to talkto me. you're not my reason for silence, don't glorify yourself.
Post a new blog post anew blog posta newblog
watching Martin luther king speech watching greatness come alive, thinking fondly of justice and righteousness and peace and harmony and cigarettes and chocolate and coffe.
Hugs and laying next to you like we shouldbe there and not thinking of repercussions and remonstrations and dirty looks and advice i don't want to take today, maybe i'll take it tomorrow, or maybe never.
i want to lay here, warm and sated next to what i want feeling what i can.
I'm not caring what you think today
not caring that i'm not who i used to be and neither are you.
I will be who i am and how i am. Be with me if you like, but don't abscond from me. No secretstealingawayfromme. tell me what I want to know but not just what i want to hear.
my tatto will read i am my own. I am owned by me I will be and i always have been. but i will lend me out to you, if i think you can handle it. I gave my me to you but you dropped it. you dropped it.. you can't hold it anymore, you broke it and it hurt but maybe i can give it to you later. I can keep it for now, and maybe give it to someone else, whowont break it but i want to keep it because it's mine and i failed kindergarten sharing so there and fine. i failed listening.