what are you doing silly?
i dont know why this is happening right now.
It could be the month or the week or the day.
I dont even feel like writing anymore but i just have to let this all out i guess.
but that's always been a problem.
I never knew how to since this began.
i think im afraid. im not so sure. i really dont know the reason.
I dont know why im still writing really. i shold be finishing my papers
and follow my schedule.
Long weeks ahead of me. i repeat...weeks.
i dont know if i will ever tell.
i dont know if i'll have the courage to.
time can only tell...heck,
I dont know if i'll have the courage to even admit it to myself.
hah...nice one.
Oh Gawd...MIDTERM WEEK is just getting closer and closer. God, help me please!
well, i have a whole list of things to do...it freaks me out thinking about it but im pretty good with shrugging off things. One of the things in that list is my HUMALIT midterm project. My group mates and i have to pick three poems and while i was typing them down to submit, i came across the poem, "Where I belong, A duet" by Maya Angelou. I fell inlove with it immediately.
Where I belong, A duet
by: Maya Angelou
In every town and village,
In every city square,
In crowded places
I searched the faces
Hoping to find
Someone to care.
I read mysterious meanings
In the distant stars,
Then I went to schoolrooms
And poolrooms
And half-lighted cocktail bars.
Braving dangers,
Going with strangers,
I don`t even remember their names.
I was quick and breezy
And always easy
Playing romantic games.
I wined and dined a thousand exotic Jims and Johns
In dusty dance halls, at debutante balls,
On lonely country lanes.
I fell in love forever,
Twice every year or so.
I wooed them sweetly, was theirs completely,
But they always let me go.
Saying bye now, no need to try now,
You don`t have the proper charms.
Too sentimental and much too gentle
I don`t tremble in your arms,
Then you rose into my life
Like a promised sunrise.
Brightening my days with the light in your eyes.
I`ve never been so strong,
Now I`m where I belong.
lovely poem really:) haay, i should be typing a paper now so ill get back to that:)
iwillnevermaybenever,
-pAsh