i was wrong..again

[zephyred]

I thought you could be trusted. I thought i found a friend in you. Indeed, i did. But it seems, we will never be able to make the best of pals. Best friends are defined as the ones whom you will tell your secrets to, even though you have no intention of telling, you will still tell them. Its inexplicable. It's that strange force that makes you wanna tell. You are just like the rest. You are keeping things from me too. I hope my trust in your retains, I have no one else to turn to..anymore. You wouldn't tell me anything. And as the days goes by, I keep thinking that somehow, you no longer wishes to talk to me. Time is limited now. Do you know how upset i was when you wouldn't tell me what it is? I should have known better. I'm not her nor him. You didn't even tell them. So why would you tell me, someone who held the status of "casual friend" in your heart. You told me you trust me, but still, it turns otherwise, or so i thought. This is a massive world, a world with no boundaries. And because of this, somehow, i feel that it links..
For the first time, I know, and throughout all these days, i finally understand..
In my world, there is no one i can trust, except for myself. I have only myself to trust.