The big 'O'
you know what. I'm feeling hopeless. They just had to be that cruel as to put SS and emath1 on the same day. one small dose a day is better than one gigantic mouthful in a day. Last minute work brings about failure. Now I know, and at last, i understand. But it all came too late. I'm seriously wondering how i'm going to survive on Monday. And immediately after that, its Chemistry. Somehow, when i was flipping through the yearly TYS, i found that its tough to attain an A. Where's all the determination and perservance that i had in me? Gone with the wind. Where's all the positive i-can-do-it thoughts that were once swirling round my head? Just what is going on? I really want a place in a JC. I figured it all out that for a person like me who tends to think too much and too deeply into things, only work will thwart all that from happening. Becos afterall, thinking too much is bad for health. Therefore, I have to go to a JC. At least, it numbs me when i'm hurt. Things just wouldn't go my way. And for that, I sigh.