Pia-ing chinese!
I went to bed at 10.30pm yesterday night and only managed to fall asleep around 1+ in the morning. Apparently, i had intended to turn in for an early night, wake up at 5/6 the next morning to pia chinese. I ended up waking up at 9 in the end. Okay. So i haven't done anything for Chinese yet. For today. I'm gonna complete both my sec 3 and 4 shouce and complete all the prelim papers Cailaoshi gave me. All by the end of this afternoon.Do you believe i can do it? I bet you don't.
Actually i don't believe it myself.
And i have not done any sihan for ages! Gosh, i'm going to be so dead tomorrow. Bless me. I need lucks.
Just this morning, i realised that no matter how much i feel that mum and dad don't understand me, and misinterpt my actions all the time, i do love them all the same. In general, i do love my family. And i was fighting an internal battle with myself: do i love my family more or my friends more? And i came to the conclusion that i place both my family and friends above all else, including my life. I'm serious when i say i'd die for either of them. After all, my mum is my mum, my dad is my dad. They were the ones who brought me up and made me who i am today. Without them, i'd have no roof over my head, no school to go to. One may say that you can survive ultimately well without your parents, often dismissing them as nags, but let's not forget that they were the ones who provide us our material wants and needs, give us our pocket money etc etc. Who else besides them are able to provide you with all these?
My dad can be a great dad sometimes, when he's not in a bad mood. He can be a whole lot of fun. The whole house brightens up when we laugh talk and joke together. And i especially cherish these times alot, enjoying those fleeting moments till its very last second. This morning is a living ideal example, before my mum and dad went out to run some errands. It is doubly precious to me because it doesn't come by often, considering how fast the pace of our lives are, and how we seldom see each other at home, only when its at night. Even then, i have homework and revision undone, and i'll always be "hiding" in my room, doing what i'm supposed to do. Family times are just so rare these days.
I do love my family. I really hope to be able to return home from school to the simple joy of a happy family. Though it seldom happens. Once in a blue moon. But sigh, that's what that teaches people to cherish right? Oh wells, that's life.
I'm going to be bored stiff at home during the holidays, considering how badly i did for emath prelims, i can't go anywhere. I want to go work and gain some working experience. But i don't know how to find jobs! Dad says to ask mum for some help. Sigh. I don't know. I shall see. After Os.
I have never been out of singapore before. Meaning, i've never been overseas. Each time i hear my friends talking excitedly about their holiday trips with their families, tinges of jealousy seeps into my veins. Once again, that's life. Too bad. You can't have everything in life.
Okay, enough said. Gonna listen to some music now. Then go pia chinese. Heh.
Actually i don't believe it myself.
And i have not done any sihan for ages! Gosh, i'm going to be so dead tomorrow. Bless me. I need lucks.
Just this morning, i realised that no matter how much i feel that mum and dad don't understand me, and misinterpt my actions all the time, i do love them all the same. In general, i do love my family. And i was fighting an internal battle with myself: do i love my family more or my friends more? And i came to the conclusion that i place both my family and friends above all else, including my life. I'm serious when i say i'd die for either of them. After all, my mum is my mum, my dad is my dad. They were the ones who brought me up and made me who i am today. Without them, i'd have no roof over my head, no school to go to. One may say that you can survive ultimately well without your parents, often dismissing them as nags, but let's not forget that they were the ones who provide us our material wants and needs, give us our pocket money etc etc. Who else besides them are able to provide you with all these?
My dad can be a great dad sometimes, when he's not in a bad mood. He can be a whole lot of fun. The whole house brightens up when we laugh talk and joke together. And i especially cherish these times alot, enjoying those fleeting moments till its very last second. This morning is a living ideal example, before my mum and dad went out to run some errands. It is doubly precious to me because it doesn't come by often, considering how fast the pace of our lives are, and how we seldom see each other at home, only when its at night. Even then, i have homework and revision undone, and i'll always be "hiding" in my room, doing what i'm supposed to do. Family times are just so rare these days.
I do love my family. I really hope to be able to return home from school to the simple joy of a happy family. Though it seldom happens. Once in a blue moon. But sigh, that's what that teaches people to cherish right? Oh wells, that's life.
I'm going to be bored stiff at home during the holidays, considering how badly i did for emath prelims, i can't go anywhere. I want to go work and gain some working experience. But i don't know how to find jobs! Dad says to ask mum for some help. Sigh. I don't know. I shall see. After Os.
I have never been out of singapore before. Meaning, i've never been overseas. Each time i hear my friends talking excitedly about their holiday trips with their families, tinges of jealousy seeps into my veins. Once again, that's life. Too bad. You can't have everything in life.
Okay, enough said. Gonna listen to some music now. Then go pia chinese. Heh.