Aug 16, 2006 23:07
Ever since I got my mission call the days have seemed unbelievably short. I wake up and get ready, and a few blinks later I'm laying back in bed, wondering what I should do the next day. I have had the perpetual feeling of uncertainty; the same feeling I get when I have a couple hours before work and no idea what to do. Nothing seems completely satisfying, as if no activity is worth the precious price of limited time. I'm not completely lost, however - I know that I feel the most satisfied when I'm out with friends or family. Still, I haven't felt really satisfied with the way I've spent a day for a long time; even if I've done an ungodly amount in a short duration. I suppose I just need to force all my contacts to spend all their time with me. That will make me happy.