Woof.
Well, well. The flu's pretty much gone, aside from the occasional coughing fit.
I have a trip coming up, and soon, to see Straify and Aken, for almost a week. The greyhound ride for about 20 hours is going to be a major trial, but it'll be worth it to see them. They mean so much to me...my biggest concern is that I'll miss my 'yote terribly while I'm there...this is the first time, since I've moved, that I'll be away from him overnight, and I love him more than life itself. Next time I visit them, I hope to have a job, because I want to take my 'yote with me. He needs to meet the ones I care so much for, anyhow.
Had a very disturbing dream last night. It involved me, with psychic powers...that part was pretty cool, though the building I was in had some kind of dampener, that limited my range so that I was more or less stuck with a telekinetic protection field. The disturbing part was that it involved alot of murder, as I tried to escape this building. By me. Now, I'm not a killer at heart...in fact, I consider myself a rather compassionate person...so this made me a bit squeamish. The climax of it all was definitely when I buried a screwdriver into some poor fellow's sternum. I could feel it, digging into the bone as I slammed it into the center of his chest as hard as I could. I woke up shortly after that, shivering. It was horrible, I really don't think I could ever actually do that to someone...unless they threatened the life of someone dear to my heart. And even then, I'd rather stop them in a far less unpleasant manner, because that just gave me the shivers...
I have a trip coming up, and soon, to see Straify and Aken, for almost a week. The greyhound ride for about 20 hours is going to be a major trial, but it'll be worth it to see them. They mean so much to me...my biggest concern is that I'll miss my 'yote terribly while I'm there...this is the first time, since I've moved, that I'll be away from him overnight, and I love him more than life itself. Next time I visit them, I hope to have a job, because I want to take my 'yote with me. He needs to meet the ones I care so much for, anyhow.
Had a very disturbing dream last night. It involved me, with psychic powers...that part was pretty cool, though the building I was in had some kind of dampener, that limited my range so that I was more or less stuck with a telekinetic protection field. The disturbing part was that it involved alot of murder, as I tried to escape this building. By me. Now, I'm not a killer at heart...in fact, I consider myself a rather compassionate person...so this made me a bit squeamish. The climax of it all was definitely when I buried a screwdriver into some poor fellow's sternum. I could feel it, digging into the bone as I slammed it into the center of his chest as hard as I could. I woke up shortly after that, shivering. It was horrible, I really don't think I could ever actually do that to someone...unless they threatened the life of someone dear to my heart. And even then, I'd rather stop them in a far less unpleasant manner, because that just gave me the shivers...