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daily drinking makes my body feel off but these times of change require some discomfort that is purely physical. honestly i don't understand. summer is here but the sensation of freedom is missing. i don't know what it is. maybe this job....maybe the world is just too threatening most of the time. my dreams have been amazing and every morning i wake up hot--but comfortable and sort of refreshed. thats the one change i've noticed since school ended. computers are not the answer for music...the bastards are far too tempramental.