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It has been so bright out lately I can hardly open my eyes--and sadly, I lack the motivation to try. Something has happened.....my energy is being rationed by the lathargic insolent portion of my brain. Thursday night I mixed too many sudstances and life became simply dreamlike. Somehow I maintained control--even sanity. But the vomit(not my own) was horrifying. The bar I was in was so crowed and hot that I escaped to go outside and converse with strangers whose evenings has just begun. My binge had begum mid-afternoon and lasted until 5am. I have no idea how that was accomplished--between the....well I am not going to give the laundry list of drinks and drugs but at least I ate well. Somehow I manged to go out for sushi and for Italian food during this chaotic period. Friday came with knives and now SCIENCE FRIDAY is on NPR and I am sure it is saterday. This is a sick joke. Fucking cigarettes they have made flying machines dull, bernoulli would disappointed. lift. lift. lift. Peter I know that it perplexs you...I think a piolets hat would suit you. Time is evcaporating and so is the walking space--4-6 business days. I will be waiting.