Hm.
I'm not sure anyone reads this anymore. That's fine; I apparently haven't posted here in almost two years anyway. Awesome.
Once again, life is changing. This shouldn't be a new thing..I feel like a good amount of my life is up in the air on a constant basis. I'll deal, though.
I don't like the conflict of feelings I deal with on a day to day basis, though. I still half-want to be with my ex. I want to reach out to different people for...a variety of things. I feel both wanton and withholding. And it all seems to revolve around this new apartment and this new life and this...everything.
Also, it looks like I have to get a twin bed for my new apartment. This is a shame and a half, and various parts of me are not happy about it. At all. Gah.
Once again, life is changing. This shouldn't be a new thing..I feel like a good amount of my life is up in the air on a constant basis. I'll deal, though.
I don't like the conflict of feelings I deal with on a day to day basis, though. I still half-want to be with my ex. I want to reach out to different people for...a variety of things. I feel both wanton and withholding. And it all seems to revolve around this new apartment and this new life and this...everything.
Also, it looks like I have to get a twin bed for my new apartment. This is a shame and a half, and various parts of me are not happy about it. At all. Gah.