There will be no link backwards.
Hello there!
Long time no see, indeed.
Just wanted to say hi before, you know, going to see the outside world.
Heh, funny how all these changes make it difficult to even summon good old zepam's voice.
And I've never been that good at goodbyes to begin with.
Even though it's not a real goodbye, mind you.
I've been going through so much evolution in the past nine months that I need to revamp my identity.
I'm still rather fond of that zepam guy, really, but that's not who I am anymore.
Zepam was hopeless and self-destructive, remember?
Yeah, not that bad, sometimes even in a funny way, but that's beyond the point.
There has been a paradigm shift, and zepam is... well... obsolete.
And all of that thanks to an incredible woman.
An incredible woman who loves me for who I am, hence making it useless to pretend.
An incredible woman who makes me believe in myself everyday a bit more.
An incredible woman who gave me the best gift ever: a future.
I'm not saying that the bad times are over once and for all.
I am still a fucking bipolar, mind you, and I know there will still be tears and despair once in a while.
I am still wasting my days at a mind-crushing job while I could, you know, send it all to hell.
And I'm probably still carrying a respectable bunch of assorted neuroses, you know?
But now I am done with destroying, and I want to build instead.
And, as far as LiveJournal is concerned, I'm done with whining about my oh-so-shitty life.
Because you know what?
I couldn't be happier.
Simply couldn't.
I believe in tomorrow.
And so does hurtmeso because she said yes, she would marry me!
Together we are opening a new chapter in which I will be known as metamatik.
You are welcome to read along!
Long time no see, indeed.
Just wanted to say hi before, you know, going to see the outside world.
Heh, funny how all these changes make it difficult to even summon good old zepam's voice.
And I've never been that good at goodbyes to begin with.
Even though it's not a real goodbye, mind you.
I've been going through so much evolution in the past nine months that I need to revamp my identity.
I'm still rather fond of that zepam guy, really, but that's not who I am anymore.
Zepam was hopeless and self-destructive, remember?
Yeah, not that bad, sometimes even in a funny way, but that's beyond the point.
There has been a paradigm shift, and zepam is... well... obsolete.
And all of that thanks to an incredible woman.
An incredible woman who loves me for who I am, hence making it useless to pretend.
An incredible woman who makes me believe in myself everyday a bit more.
An incredible woman who gave me the best gift ever: a future.
I'm not saying that the bad times are over once and for all.
I am still a fucking bipolar, mind you, and I know there will still be tears and despair once in a while.
I am still wasting my days at a mind-crushing job while I could, you know, send it all to hell.
And I'm probably still carrying a respectable bunch of assorted neuroses, you know?
But now I am done with destroying, and I want to build instead.
And, as far as LiveJournal is concerned, I'm done with whining about my oh-so-shitty life.
Because you know what?
I couldn't be happier.
Simply couldn't.
I believe in tomorrow.
And so does hurtmeso because she said yes, she would marry me!
Together we are opening a new chapter in which I will be known as metamatik.
You are welcome to read along!