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[zep_floydgirl]

i hate when people tell me that ill find someone in college or sometime soon its all bullshit no one could ever love me i dont even love myself.i will never be good enough for anybody. there is someone that always is gonna be better than me, and you! remember that.that person that u think loves you will break ur heart anytime they please.so dont give ur love freely everyone should live in pain.we should all be alone. no one ever to give us a pat on the back. why am i so anrgy? iam mad at myself for falling for guys so easily and trusting them and also for being a piece of shit that iam. i wish i could look at myself and say iam a beautiful person on the inside but i cant iam just not special.but everyone around is so beautiful but iam the faded flower. iam empty. iam tired of trying to find love iam tried of crying over something i will never have anyway.but i really do wish someone could save me...but soon it will be 2 late

****rachel****

use me molly come on and use me

i can not sleep i cannot dream tonight i need somebody and always

will you come home and stop this pain tonight?

i miss you....