NO ADMITTANCE TO HEAVEN
i've suddenly come up with the flu. but i broke it this morning - so i can continue my torturous exercising. yesssss.
my ass is more firm. its amazing what an hour of squats can do to my glutious maximus.
can someone answer me this? is there anything to do in portland besides going to see movies?
portland isn't so fun. i really really would like to go somewhere far from here. but i'm really scared. to go somewhere where I don't know anyone. maybe i can become a photographer and travel around to different countries to take pictures than sale my pictures to travel brochures and travel catalogs?
to be truthful with myself...college scares the shit out of me.
not to mention i have no idea what the fuck i want to be.
maybe i could find a job that is related to art. what i've come to realize over the past couple months is that random ass jobs bring home BIG money.
i'll have to find myself a random job.
i've seen the true colors of some people - and have come to find that they may look bright and beautiful. something that makes you blink rapidly so you're eyes can adjust - but are really just degrees of black. grey, bland.
though I shouldn't talk. i'm just like that - only i start out grey and end in grey.
whatever, atleast i can fit into my favorite pair of jeans again. YEAH MOTHERFUCKA.
my ass is more firm. its amazing what an hour of squats can do to my glutious maximus.
can someone answer me this? is there anything to do in portland besides going to see movies?
portland isn't so fun. i really really would like to go somewhere far from here. but i'm really scared. to go somewhere where I don't know anyone. maybe i can become a photographer and travel around to different countries to take pictures than sale my pictures to travel brochures and travel catalogs?
to be truthful with myself...college scares the shit out of me.
not to mention i have no idea what the fuck i want to be.
maybe i could find a job that is related to art. what i've come to realize over the past couple months is that random ass jobs bring home BIG money.
i'll have to find myself a random job.
i've seen the true colors of some people - and have come to find that they may look bright and beautiful. something that makes you blink rapidly so you're eyes can adjust - but are really just degrees of black. grey, bland.
though I shouldn't talk. i'm just like that - only i start out grey and end in grey.
whatever, atleast i can fit into my favorite pair of jeans again. YEAH MOTHERFUCKA.