Life is like this.
For all who care this is my situation at present.
School is going, i still have trouble with Calculus but it is managable. I have friends and aquaintances and such. No one is overtly mean to me anymore. I have plenty of oppurtunities to learn about jobs from one class. I still can pin down a college or a career. I guess that I have plenty of time. College depends on how much aid and scholarships I can get. I don't think it will be a problem ( I am considered to be an mostly ideal student in terms of academics) but I wish I knew how much I have to work with. Time will tell. Sucks to have so many apptitudes and interests sometimes.
Personally, I am still without non family love. I know that at my age it is mostly about fun and not too serious, but darn it I have had 12 years of being interested in girls (kinda skipped the cootie phase), I think it's about damn time that I get to explore that aspect of life. I know that I'm not an adonis, but I'm only just a little overweight. Otherwise, I have been called good looking by older girls. I have a good mind. I'm loving, kind, sincere, and open-minded. I think that I'm at least a decent prospect. I might need to be a little less serious and more expressive, but with some the shit I go through, you don't want me to express it all. Younger girls like to talk to me though, so there is still hope.
On a familial level, my sister's family is awesome, my brother's is cool (I just got to see them last week), my dad is interesting at times + & -. My mother has suprised me. She is going through something and has given up a nasty habit cold turkey that we have struggled with. I swore that I too would give up a not so acceptable habit as well even though mine isn't nearly as nasty but distasteful to others none the less. We shall carry on.
As always, my online friends of ARC are the shit. I love them dearly. You know who you are.
I read a lot now. It helps. May life be good for you all.
School is going, i still have trouble with Calculus but it is managable. I have friends and aquaintances and such. No one is overtly mean to me anymore. I have plenty of oppurtunities to learn about jobs from one class. I still can pin down a college or a career. I guess that I have plenty of time. College depends on how much aid and scholarships I can get. I don't think it will be a problem ( I am considered to be an mostly ideal student in terms of academics) but I wish I knew how much I have to work with. Time will tell. Sucks to have so many apptitudes and interests sometimes.
Personally, I am still without non family love. I know that at my age it is mostly about fun and not too serious, but darn it I have had 12 years of being interested in girls (kinda skipped the cootie phase), I think it's about damn time that I get to explore that aspect of life. I know that I'm not an adonis, but I'm only just a little overweight. Otherwise, I have been called good looking by older girls. I have a good mind. I'm loving, kind, sincere, and open-minded. I think that I'm at least a decent prospect. I might need to be a little less serious and more expressive, but with some the shit I go through, you don't want me to express it all. Younger girls like to talk to me though, so there is still hope.
On a familial level, my sister's family is awesome, my brother's is cool (I just got to see them last week), my dad is interesting at times + & -. My mother has suprised me. She is going through something and has given up a nasty habit cold turkey that we have struggled with. I swore that I too would give up a not so acceptable habit as well even though mine isn't nearly as nasty but distasteful to others none the less. We shall carry on.
As always, my online friends of ARC are the shit. I love them dearly. You know who you are.
I read a lot now. It helps. May life be good for you all.