love is full of shit but shit i'm full of love
you know what i think the problem is... i honestly wonder if i'll ever find someone that i can love the way i loved maria... to have that special connection with... see i've already experienced love in its truest form... i know what it feels like... and i wonder if i'll ever experience that again... i can't fool myself... if i'm with someone and they don't make me feel that way.... then it probably won't end up working out in the long run... but what i have to ask myself is.... will i ever be able to find that feeling again? or did i screw up my chance... or will i have to accept feelings that just aren't as strong as what her and i shared...
this is my problem... in the book hearts in atlantis ted brautigan says to bobby that there is that kiss by which you will rate all other kisses... and i think the same is with love... there is that one love you will experience by which you will compare all others... but can another love equal up to that ONE? is it even fair to judge and compare by that ONE?
i guess i'll just have to see what life holds for me....
this is my problem... in the book hearts in atlantis ted brautigan says to bobby that there is that kiss by which you will rate all other kisses... and i think the same is with love... there is that one love you will experience by which you will compare all others... but can another love equal up to that ONE? is it even fair to judge and compare by that ONE?
i guess i'll just have to see what life holds for me....