May 25, 2008 20:55
I feel wise from time to time and then again I realized at other times I really am not. I want to know that I will not screw my self over terribly due to lack of wisdom. Some times, however, I prefer to be ignorant, immature, and an ass for the sake of purely personal emotional fulfillment instead of being wise.
I know things happen and things happen, and I honestly do not want to control the happenings, but I worry from time to time. I've worked hard for what I want and though I've gotten almost nothing but support throughout my journey I don't want the work to be wasted.