Crisis of Faith. Moving to NY
I was freaking out yesterday about moving to Ithaca. I had quickly come to realize that I needed stability in this new phase of my life, and on that list of "stable things" is someone I could turn to. I needed to know that someone would be there to help me through my casual freakouts.
My friend Nick was not that person. I realized that I'm moving somewhere FAR away from family and friends (accept for my bud Liz but she would be like a 2-3 hr drive and burns out on people much like myself but worse). So Nick is going to be my core go to guy accept that he's got a girl friend and we haven't really talked in over 10 years... or more.
I realized I don't know if he's changed. I know I have. I don't know what he's like under pressure. I don't know what he's like as a confidant. So I called him, and thank god too.
It turns out he hasn't changed much (and this i could tell) and he's told me that he would love to be there for me from time to time. His constrained schedule still gave me enough time to come to him when needed which was comforting.
so yeah ... off to NY I go. Wish me luck.
My friend Nick was not that person. I realized that I'm moving somewhere FAR away from family and friends (accept for my bud Liz but she would be like a 2-3 hr drive and burns out on people much like myself but worse). So Nick is going to be my core go to guy accept that he's got a girl friend and we haven't really talked in over 10 years... or more.
I realized I don't know if he's changed. I know I have. I don't know what he's like under pressure. I don't know what he's like as a confidant. So I called him, and thank god too.
It turns out he hasn't changed much (and this i could tell) and he's told me that he would love to be there for me from time to time. His constrained schedule still gave me enough time to come to him when needed which was comforting.
so yeah ... off to NY I go. Wish me luck.