now that I dont feel personally attacked ...

[zenoofelea]

this is cool. I have been avoiding people because Ive been too tired to deal with them. I was tired from being pissed off at party x, y, or z due to aforementioned reasons which tragically left me too tired to spend time or energy with the people I DO want to spend time with. This is like the 2nd time I've realized this. I get the same feeling of freedom the 2nd time around but also the 2nd time I've realized I've been avoiding people due to spending all my energy being pissed off at people. God I hope I don't forget this O~O.

now to play some video games and watch some .... thing (maybe venture bros... I hate playing games in silence /bleh)