my weekend
my weekend was very good. i got to spend 4 wonderful days up at camp, eating curly's cooking and i even got antoher nalgene, yes its true. ahh, spent yesterday afternoon hanging out with chris at the overly crowded beach, stupid holidays, and then proceeded to get plastered with chris and jesse and nick. ah those romona boys know how to party. i really had fun last night, good times, and yay for sleeping in a bed and not a couch/the ground. chris used my phone like all day yeserday, and people kept calling my number looking for him. weird. well they found a new person for the office so i can go back to being a great summer time kid without having to worry about work until camp starts.
i want to go to santa cruz, i want to see aaron, i feel like i shold sing a fiona apple song right now, oh i'm such a criminal. aaron is good for me because i don't do stupid drunk stuff when he's around, he curbs my wild side and i don't mind it. so its a good thing. plus i miss him, just curling up with him, and holding hands, gah, stupid psuedo relationships that must wait until september to see whats going on, maybe by then, nothing will be going on, who knows really.
also while i'm in santa cruz i get to have my parents take away from my vacation with friends and boy time to go to my uncles memorial service. this would be the uncle that we never really talked to at all, and was mean to my dad whilst growing up. but its family, so it needs to be done.
oh, i'm no bored at work and i have an hour and 45 minutes to go, i get to wake up early and take my dad to get another procedure done to his back. its like super early, but i woke up at like 7am this morning on my own accord, so i think i can handle it. i also have to finish this unpacking and rearranging business, mmmmm, putting things together/do i have all the parts?
well im still bored so i will right more. i had the william dream again last night, the one where i see him and he is there and we just click like we used to. its the great i never want the dream to end dream. it like were back together again, but only for a short time, kinda A.I. style. and i can feel myself holding on to the dream, not wanting to let it go. its so sad. and then everything that i see or hear reminds me of him. why did i let him go? gah! stupid lost love that will never ever be recovered.
i'm just a hopeless romantic today.
i need sleep.
want work to be over.........
i want to go to santa cruz, i want to see aaron, i feel like i shold sing a fiona apple song right now, oh i'm such a criminal. aaron is good for me because i don't do stupid drunk stuff when he's around, he curbs my wild side and i don't mind it. so its a good thing. plus i miss him, just curling up with him, and holding hands, gah, stupid psuedo relationships that must wait until september to see whats going on, maybe by then, nothing will be going on, who knows really.
also while i'm in santa cruz i get to have my parents take away from my vacation with friends and boy time to go to my uncles memorial service. this would be the uncle that we never really talked to at all, and was mean to my dad whilst growing up. but its family, so it needs to be done.
oh, i'm no bored at work and i have an hour and 45 minutes to go, i get to wake up early and take my dad to get another procedure done to his back. its like super early, but i woke up at like 7am this morning on my own accord, so i think i can handle it. i also have to finish this unpacking and rearranging business, mmmmm, putting things together/do i have all the parts?
well im still bored so i will right more. i had the william dream again last night, the one where i see him and he is there and we just click like we used to. its the great i never want the dream to end dream. it like were back together again, but only for a short time, kinda A.I. style. and i can feel myself holding on to the dream, not wanting to let it go. its so sad. and then everything that i see or hear reminds me of him. why did i let him go? gah! stupid lost love that will never ever be recovered.
i'm just a hopeless romantic today.
i need sleep.
want work to be over.........