ANNOUNCEMENT!
I have an ego problem.
It's true.
I feel like a pimply teenage boy, challenging his father's authority as a last stitch effort to gain some kind of validation. I feel like I always have to prove myself to my friends, Jay, my family and myself. It's really very silly. Always trying to be tough, not asking for help until things get really bad. Beyond other stupids idiosyncrasies relating to this chip on my shoulder, I have to say that I don't know how to not act like this. I need help being more humble. I really think that a person's ego can be useful when it causes them to excel, but my ego and my insecurities tend to make each other worse.
I want to live my life without feeling worried all the time. I need the help of my friends.
It's true.
I feel like a pimply teenage boy, challenging his father's authority as a last stitch effort to gain some kind of validation. I feel like I always have to prove myself to my friends, Jay, my family and myself. It's really very silly. Always trying to be tough, not asking for help until things get really bad. Beyond other stupids idiosyncrasies relating to this chip on my shoulder, I have to say that I don't know how to not act like this. I need help being more humble. I really think that a person's ego can be useful when it causes them to excel, but my ego and my insecurities tend to make each other worse.
I want to live my life without feeling worried all the time. I need the help of my friends.