Right now, I need my people.
Lack of human contact is starting to get to me. Any of you who have known me know that I dont overshadow my loved ones when it come to hugs and affection. Its almost like I need to feel them to keep my energy up.
Ive been sort of bummed for the past few days, and I can tell that our (mine and Jay's) distance is starting to take a toll on my spirit. We don't really see each other much. He works of course, and I have no resentment toward that and Ive remained more than supportive when it comes to his needing his space. I need mine, too. But we dont really talk. We dont fight, either, but we just dont really take time out to be together. Have you ever tried asking someone you love to take time out for you? You know how awquard that turns out? Blah, I typically dont care, its just getting to me lately and I felt like posting. Prolly the change in season getting to me or something. *shrug* I just know I need to be close to someone who doesnt wiggle out of my arms.
I guess I should talk to him, I just know what he's gonna say.
Ive been sort of bummed for the past few days, and I can tell that our (mine and Jay's) distance is starting to take a toll on my spirit. We don't really see each other much. He works of course, and I have no resentment toward that and Ive remained more than supportive when it comes to his needing his space. I need mine, too. But we dont really talk. We dont fight, either, but we just dont really take time out to be together. Have you ever tried asking someone you love to take time out for you? You know how awquard that turns out? Blah, I typically dont care, its just getting to me lately and I felt like posting. Prolly the change in season getting to me or something. *shrug* I just know I need to be close to someone who doesnt wiggle out of my arms.
I guess I should talk to him, I just know what he's gonna say.