Cancer
Private Practice, Season 6, Episode 1, "Aftershock." 16:37
Addison: I'm not me.
Jake: Need a little help following here...
Addison: I got up at 5. I do that when you stay over. I am not stunning in the morning. I'm kind of a hot mess. But when you see me I'm all "made up," because I'm trying to be all I can be, but I'm failing miserably because I just used an army slogan to make my point. Forget it, I, I don't know what I'm saying.
Jake: No, no, keep talking. One of us will figure it out.
Addison: I check my phone. A LOT. I'm like willing it to buzz, because it might be you! And then when it is you, I get this feeling in my stomach. It's like, um, could be butterflies? But it hurts, it's like, .... PAIN. Actual, physical pain, like, like, an ulcer, or a tumor, but it's not. It's *you*.
Jake: Did you just refer to me as cancer?
Addison: I can't focus, I forget to eat, I am insecure and jealous... I more closely resemble my 14-year-old self than the woman I have come to recognize as me which is what I meant when I said "I'm not me", which is also what I meant when I, yes, maybe accidentally referred to you as cancer.
Jake: I'm in love with you too.
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end scene
Addison: I'm not me.
Jake: Need a little help following here...
Addison: I got up at 5. I do that when you stay over. I am not stunning in the morning. I'm kind of a hot mess. But when you see me I'm all "made up," because I'm trying to be all I can be, but I'm failing miserably because I just used an army slogan to make my point. Forget it, I, I don't know what I'm saying.
Jake: No, no, keep talking. One of us will figure it out.
Addison: I check my phone. A LOT. I'm like willing it to buzz, because it might be you! And then when it is you, I get this feeling in my stomach. It's like, um, could be butterflies? But it hurts, it's like, .... PAIN. Actual, physical pain, like, like, an ulcer, or a tumor, but it's not. It's *you*.
Jake: Did you just refer to me as cancer?
Addison: I can't focus, I forget to eat, I am insecure and jealous... I more closely resemble my 14-year-old self than the woman I have come to recognize as me which is what I meant when I said "I'm not me", which is also what I meant when I, yes, maybe accidentally referred to you as cancer.
Jake: I'm in love with you too.
...
end scene