Title: Fly
"Look, Taka, I can fly!"
I didn't matter how many times I had told her she was my angel, no wings would grow out on her. Angels don't exist, and even if they did she would never be one of them. At least not one of the pure, innocent angels that people believe in. No, she would be an Angel of Death, an Angel of Destruction.
And that sick, dark part of me wants to push her, push her down from the railing of the bridge she is balancing on. Her face is wet with tears and that sick part of me loves her pain, loves her for all the times she's left me and returned again. Broken and crying and wanting me to piece her back together again. I always did. I fixed her, held her and dried her tears.
"Everything will be fine now."
"I really do love you, Takanori."
She always said that and I always believed her. Believed her beacause her body was so soft, her hands were so gentle and her smile through the tears was so beautiful. I almost believed in angels every time she smiled. And she always came back to me. Always.
This time, however, she won't come back. Not if she takes that daring step down and lets the dark waves swallow her. And a part of her wants to let go, a part of me wants her to let go.
"Do you think I can fly, Taka?" Pleadingly, hopefully.
"She's not good for you." My friends all said that, scolding me for not letting her go, for clinging onto her like my life depended on her.
They are all right of course. She's not good for me. She's like a bad habit, a bad, addictive habit. Like nicotine. And as with my precious cigarettes, no matter how hard I try I just can't quit her.
"I know I can fly, but I want to know if you think I can?" She doesn't believe that. She is not so foolish that she believes she can actually fly. She just wants me to save her again, fix her like I've always done.
"Well, I won't know unless you show me, will I?" An almost cruel smile on my lips.
And all the hope in her eyes dies.
"I guess you're right." A soft whisper, almost stolen away by the wind.
No. She couldn't fly.
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**Notes**
I did not write this I simply found it online a LONG LONG time ago ^^. Therefore.... I um don't know who to credit but it is a really cute story ne? it was Inspired by 'Reila', both the PV and the lyrics...