Thank you for sharing that. That takes balls. I've never even tried doing stream-of-consciousness. I don't know if I could stop from editing myself - I don't mean the spelling and punctuation and grammar (although that would be hard), I mean letting all my thoughts and emotions out. I don't share of myself very easily in my LJ or in person.
We are our own toughest critics. We see the things we mess up and most other people don't, or at least we hang on to them and they forget. They're too busy hanging on to their own failings.
I like you. You're interesting, unique, fun, sweet, sexy, and enigmatic (which is a good thing). BTW, I'm a novice Buddhist too. Today is the Buddhist new year!
Anyway, I hope this was therapeutic for you and I hope you emerge from your funk soon. You gave me some things to think about too. And I thought the part about the sex and the wine was HOT!!!
wow, that was really cool. there are times where I'll take a blank book and a couple pens to a coffee house and stay and write non stop till the sun comes up. I have writen somethings that amaze me, some that frighten me, and others that only remind me why I lock alot of the thoughts up in my head that I normally do. You're a good guy Doug. It sucks that I don't know you as well as i could. Maybe we live in different worlds, maybe we aren't even supose to be in contact but by some unseen force we are altering our predetermined paths and glimpsing random tidbits of each others lives. Either way, I hope all is well in your life. Don't worry about chemical imbalances, if we were meant to be perfect, we would be. Just remember, blood looks black through red lenses.
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We are our own toughest critics. We see the things we mess up and most other people don't, or at least we hang on to them and they forget. They're too busy hanging on to their own failings.
I like you. You're interesting, unique, fun, sweet, sexy, and enigmatic (which is a good thing). BTW, I'm a novice Buddhist too. Today is the Buddhist new year!
Anyway, I hope this was therapeutic for you and I hope you emerge from your funk soon. You gave me some things to think about too. And I thought the part about the sex and the wine was HOT!!!
Hugs,
Dave
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I love you Dougie.
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Let's get in touch sometime. Even if you live in BFE, we should still grab coffee and chill out.
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