Of course we'll take Sabine Grey
I've been intensely nostalgic lately. This is more true than ever, especially after the mind blowing concert last Tuesday. What to do, what to do...
Sean had called me like a month ago and asked me if I was free on the 6th or the 16th. I said 16th, and then didn't think much of it, until last week I saw that 311 would be in town on the 16th. Doesn't take a genius to figure out what was planned. Anyway, there was the normal awkwardness between Sean and I, due to the fact that I want to maul him and melt into him, but that we're not together anymore. It feels so odd to have an unrestricted, all-access pass to a person's body, and then suddenly you can't. (Granted, I know this is entirely my own doing.) So it started out weird. But then the most amazing thing happened.
It was our night! This night was supposed to happen to us forever ago, and it just took its time! After a couple of amazing songs, being within jumping distance of the band members, I said 'Fuck It!' in my mind, and just totally did what I wanted to do. I wrapped my arms around my boy, even if he was only mine for that hour and a half period. We danced, moshed, sang. I got drunk on him. I bit, rubbed, scratched, licked, etc. into him. Overall generalized melting action. But then they played 8:16 am, I thought I was going to bawl. Because that is our song! Seriously! So Nick sang, "Nothing like the comfort of a silence that's comfortable. Not talking small, just skip the bull." I lost it, there was no way I couldn't. I kissed the boy! the good kind of kiss where I had his bottom lip in between my lips.
I am absolutely in love with this boy, and I have no clue what to do about it!
Word: n Schweigen - Silence
Sean had called me like a month ago and asked me if I was free on the 6th or the 16th. I said 16th, and then didn't think much of it, until last week I saw that 311 would be in town on the 16th. Doesn't take a genius to figure out what was planned. Anyway, there was the normal awkwardness between Sean and I, due to the fact that I want to maul him and melt into him, but that we're not together anymore. It feels so odd to have an unrestricted, all-access pass to a person's body, and then suddenly you can't. (Granted, I know this is entirely my own doing.) So it started out weird. But then the most amazing thing happened.
It was our night! This night was supposed to happen to us forever ago, and it just took its time! After a couple of amazing songs, being within jumping distance of the band members, I said 'Fuck It!' in my mind, and just totally did what I wanted to do. I wrapped my arms around my boy, even if he was only mine for that hour and a half period. We danced, moshed, sang. I got drunk on him. I bit, rubbed, scratched, licked, etc. into him. Overall generalized melting action. But then they played 8:16 am, I thought I was going to bawl. Because that is our song! Seriously! So Nick sang, "Nothing like the comfort of a silence that's comfortable. Not talking small, just skip the bull." I lost it, there was no way I couldn't. I kissed the boy! the good kind of kiss where I had his bottom lip in between my lips.
I am absolutely in love with this boy, and I have no clue what to do about it!
Word: n Schweigen - Silence