Importance of words....
It's strange sometimes.
For the past two days, I've been in a very bad mood, for reasons I'm sure all the female watchers I have will understand. I get touchy and prickly and in general, I just seem to not do well with anything negative.
(During this time, I also try to avoid replying to reviews, because if I happen to read a concrit one or a bad one, I don't want to be a bitch to them just because I'm in a bad mood.)
But Something my roommate Tyna said last night actually hurt. And it still hurts.
She doesn't like fanfiction anymore.
She doesn't want to read it anymore.
And that just really doesn't make sense to me, because this is my Captain, who was the only person during my summer internship that I could rely on being awake when I needed to text someone to stay sane (because Pixie, though she's my beta, sleeps late). She's the first one who told me that TTB sounded interesting, and she was the one who put up with all of my rambling texts that were seven texts long and mostly incoherent depending on my level of caffeine. And she doesn't like fanfiction anymore.
I don't understand why that hurts. It almost feels like she insulted a little part of me. And that's just silly. I mean, it's not like our friendship is based on fandom. But I like it when my friends like the things I do. I liked knowing that if I sent her something, she would read it. But now she won't.
I'm not too sure what to do about this, and I think I'm just being silly, really....
*siiiigh*
For the past two days, I've been in a very bad mood, for reasons I'm sure all the female watchers I have will understand. I get touchy and prickly and in general, I just seem to not do well with anything negative.
(During this time, I also try to avoid replying to reviews, because if I happen to read a concrit one or a bad one, I don't want to be a bitch to them just because I'm in a bad mood.)
But Something my roommate Tyna said last night actually hurt. And it still hurts.
She doesn't like fanfiction anymore.
She doesn't want to read it anymore.
And that just really doesn't make sense to me, because this is my Captain, who was the only person during my summer internship that I could rely on being awake when I needed to text someone to stay sane (because Pixie, though she's my beta, sleeps late). She's the first one who told me that TTB sounded interesting, and she was the one who put up with all of my rambling texts that were seven texts long and mostly incoherent depending on my level of caffeine. And she doesn't like fanfiction anymore.
I don't understand why that hurts. It almost feels like she insulted a little part of me. And that's just silly. I mean, it's not like our friendship is based on fandom. But I like it when my friends like the things I do. I liked knowing that if I sent her something, she would read it. But now she won't.
I'm not too sure what to do about this, and I think I'm just being silly, really....
*siiiigh*