Blah to the power of two
Right now we could be called a perfect family. We don't argue, we try to predict each other wishes, we hug and sometimes even kiss, we hold hands and talk a lot about everything, but with each passing day, it feels like we're getting further and further away from each other physically. I suspect she's losing attraction to me. I think the same goes in my department. When we get to bed, I don't really bother to play with her, I don't really care if we have any intimacy.
Every time I think about sex, I have this very "blah" feeling, like my libido is quietly dying.
I don't understand what's going on, because on every other plane our relationship is perfect and we're almost a model family.
I don't even want to jerk off. No interest, no desire. I haven't watched porn for quite some time now. I deleted 80% of my porn movies, when I was doing some computer cleaning.
Maybe it's depression, although I don't feel depressed?
Weird...
Every time I think about sex, I have this very "blah" feeling, like my libido is quietly dying.
I don't understand what's going on, because on every other plane our relationship is perfect and we're almost a model family.
I don't even want to jerk off. No interest, no desire. I haven't watched porn for quite some time now. I deleted 80% of my porn movies, when I was doing some computer cleaning.
Maybe it's depression, although I don't feel depressed?
Weird...