Oct 30, 2004 00:04
tonight, i cried. and cried. and cried some more. it was like when you have to throw up, and it's the most hellish feeling, and then you do throw up and it's simultaneously even worse and such a relief.
it's been a year and it's still not okay.
enough of that. Amber and i took Brighit to the zoo today, and it was bliss. she went nuts over the polar bears and seals with us, but her favorite gig was the fish in the aquarium. i swear she would have stayed there all day if she could.
i love her so much. she's such a good person. she's three. but she's got such a good, good heart.
so does my partner. i love her so much, too. and she loves me, even when it hurts.
someone put a John Kerry bumper sticker on my rear windshield. i mean, great, i'm voting for him and all, but i'd like to be consulted over such matters. anyway, i didn't remove it.