ok thats it
i can't hold it back anymore, sorry if i piss anyone off but it's how i feel, i still love everyone but i need to let this out....
so AIA cover show thing coming up, i said from day 1 i REALLY wanted to be part of this, well first no singers get put in bands, at first i was pissed then i was like ok so i can go with whoever i want, that would have been cool cuz it's been years since i been up and i would feel better being with shadow, so i tell him i wanna do this with you cuz it'll pt me at ease incase i suck ass, but the song that band gives me is friggin punk rock girl, really how bad am i that you think a good song for me is the fucking dead milkmen, as big a milkmen fan as i am that is still as far a vocals go a no talent required song, and they are having another girl (who i do luv don't get me wrong) do i touch myself, not saying she can't sing just saying it's shitty i get the crap song and it is NOT her fault, and they only want her to do it cuz they think she's hot, well you know i'm sorry i'm not as pretty as certain other girls, or my range may not be the best in the world, but i'm pretty good and i don't like being tossed aside cuz i'm not the prettiest girl in the group
i'm so sick of feeling like the ugly girl or the hot girl's fat ugly friend, i may not be amazingly hot but i'm not totally troll like, i'm not bad and i'm sick of feeling like i'm not good enough
so AIA cover show thing coming up, i said from day 1 i REALLY wanted to be part of this, well first no singers get put in bands, at first i was pissed then i was like ok so i can go with whoever i want, that would have been cool cuz it's been years since i been up and i would feel better being with shadow, so i tell him i wanna do this with you cuz it'll pt me at ease incase i suck ass, but the song that band gives me is friggin punk rock girl, really how bad am i that you think a good song for me is the fucking dead milkmen, as big a milkmen fan as i am that is still as far a vocals go a no talent required song, and they are having another girl (who i do luv don't get me wrong) do i touch myself, not saying she can't sing just saying it's shitty i get the crap song and it is NOT her fault, and they only want her to do it cuz they think she's hot, well you know i'm sorry i'm not as pretty as certain other girls, or my range may not be the best in the world, but i'm pretty good and i don't like being tossed aside cuz i'm not the prettiest girl in the group
i'm so sick of feeling like the ugly girl or the hot girl's fat ugly friend, i may not be amazingly hot but i'm not totally troll like, i'm not bad and i'm sick of feeling like i'm not good enough