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I hate the feeling of helplessness I get when I'm really sick.
Up until now I've been pretty numb to the fact that my Uncle died on saturday. I didn't really hit me until a few hours ago when I saw my dad cry for the first time ever. I haven't been that close with my uncle since I was like 12 but just the fact that he isn't here anymore really bothers me. I feel guilty for going out and playing a show on the same day he died, but I couldn't let the band down.
Anyway My neck hurts and I have a headache
BE HAPPY DAMN IT!!
Up until now I've been pretty numb to the fact that my Uncle died on saturday. I didn't really hit me until a few hours ago when I saw my dad cry for the first time ever. I haven't been that close with my uncle since I was like 12 but just the fact that he isn't here anymore really bothers me. I feel guilty for going out and playing a show on the same day he died, but I couldn't let the band down.
Anyway My neck hurts and I have a headache
BE HAPPY DAMN IT!!